i Hide the Pain with my sMiLe

the MAN. sweet Congrats

2012-02-15T17:30:00.001+08:00

the MAN that once i loved
that inspired me alot

peices and pieces of memories
bits by bits
flash thru my mind

as if it just happened
not long ago

++C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S++

to him. Uncle Jeff.

May happiness be with you always,
love truly and wishing you all the best in future.

i remembered you said
you wont simply get married,
love takes time, you told me.

Now that you are getting married,
i believe you are prepared enough
to take care of Her.

Do not get hooked again.

大和尚结婚去了！

Sweet days are ahead of you,

*One Sweet Day*

Deep from my heart,
im really happy for you :)

how i wish to attend your wedding. lets see how.

again,

CONGRATULATIONS

Forever Love to both of YOU

大日子

2012-02-15T10:41:00.001+08:00

我的情人节
闹个骂战一场

又发脾气了

在下想知
是不是每个女生都喜欢收花呢？

大日子
也不算很大
俗语说，爱对了人，天天都是情人节

对对对
可是
这日子
怎么能呆在家呢？

不好意思
本人比较particular“日子”
情人节、生日、纪念日、周年日ki lik ka lak日
我还是选择
绝不呆在家
至少去吃一餐
或加一场戏

这要求
会过份吗？？？

不一定出外旅行
不一定每天要礼物
都说了
至少吃一餐
是的，我比较很胃食！

结果呢
吃火锅去了

超级不浪漫的
哪有人情人节满身大汗？？
有！我咯~ 哈

不过都和好了
也吃得开心

没变，
就是这么样
就是这老样子。。。。悲哀~

话说回来
我还真的没收过花吖！！
叹气~~~~

其实，我没特别喜欢玫瑰
我其实喜欢百合

这，又有几个懂？
我看也没几个
懂得那位，谢谢你的e-flower

可是如果是玻璃瓶的玫瑰
我就喜欢
就如--------
Beauty & The Beast 里的
Rose in the Glass

续。。。。。。

昨天的事

2012-02-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

原来
在这一天

许多许多
回忆

闪过我脑海
flash在眼前

许多许多
好像
昨天的事。

感慨

妥协。不是

2012-02-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

我其实并不是在

妥协

我只是不想
为难
不想你
受伤

假使你说的都是真的
那么我希望这是值得

假如不是
我对你太失望了

2.14 情人节快乐

2012-02-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

2.14 二晴朗

情人节快乐！

依然是星期二
依然是工作天
依然是朝9晚6

没什么特别
或许只在Do Re Mi度过

炸爆

2012-02-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

有的人
炸爆墙是为了引人注目

而我
静如湖水
是为了那个人看到我的动态

假若
他是看不见

我也明白
有缘千里能相遇
无缘隔离难相逢

坚

2012-02-14T13:31:00.002+08:00

有时候
一个人的坚持

是没用的。

犹如

2012-02-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

看了短片
读了短文

回想一下
寻找回忆

犹如。。。。。。。。。。

把一片一片
零零碎碎的
记忆晶片
逐块逐块
拼揍一起

成为一幅图
名为《回忆图》

那不见了的金翅膀
就像
当年那破碎的糖果熊

那断了的圈
就像
当时断了的圈

那个惊喜
就像
当年那个惊喜

沙滩，也就是唯一一次
海滩，会有第2次吗？
话说，那一次也被放飞机了

那个蛋糕
就像
那次的蓝梅莫啡因
那次的咖啡蛋糕

那场烟花
就像
那一晚的烟花
盛放得那么温暖

那一次那一个那一。。。。。。
犹如
海洋里的记忆

永锁在心底
埋藏在海底

我的园缘苑。。。

2012-02-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

我要写的，
早已被写好

很玄的
园缘苑

竟然在
当时的二十又3
写出了
现在的二十又3

奇怪？
缘份？
玄份。。。。

所有的心情
所有的心声

都在
园缘苑

所以
我也不打算
写下自己的园缘苑
还是怨缘？？

宿命。。。

宿命

2012-02-13T12:29:00.002+08:00

很想把这故事写下来
可是写了又有何用？

你相信宿命吗？
我。。。。
其实，蛮信的
是
不得不信。。。

咱们的二十又3
遇上了某某

虽然不是同根生
虽然不是同籍
虽然不是同个人
虽然不是同年代

但，却

同样的遭遇
同样的本性
同样的性格
同样的对待
同样的感动
同样的天真
同样的艳遇
同样的密语
同样的感受
同样的体会
同样的感触
同样的感叹

这就是当小丫头和小拳头、天使与魔鬼遇见了对方

他们，
会有
怎样的
结局呢？

请敬请期待。。。。。

适当时

2011-12-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

人在适当的时候，
是应该释放被压抑着的泪水

没事
我没有逞强

没时间后悔

2011-08-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Only i myself know how much i appreciate and cherish
My heart tells,
Although the heart is on your left, but it is always Right.

即使偏体鲮伤，我也无怨无悔

选好的路，再难走也得走下去

结果不重要，重要的是 - 如何走过那一段

喜与悲；爱与乐

2011-08-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

太久没更新了

最近发生了许多事

喜怒哀乐；
喜或悲；
爱或乐？
7情6欲；8面上色。。

累了，也泪了

我总算平静了许多
比起之前，
的确无法形容当时崩溃的我

如今，
惟有把精神寄托在工作上。。。

来着的日子，
我会熬过来的！

月，你可以的!
因为你有隐形的翅膀 =)

牵手

2011-05-22T04:53:00.001+08:00

记得，
第一次牵手，在KLCC电梯
在戏院里冷了，你的手很温暖

记得，
那次有个野蛮人硬硬抓着我手不放！
我是被逼的
多年没联络，也不想再联络

记得，
那次牵我手，在去着 Maybank
在演唱会里唱着“心动”
都是因为一通电话而放开了
你，是最最最烂的！！！

记得，
那次牵手，是在看着电话里的video
在戏院里，你的手是温暖的
可是，你时不时都会松开
当时我。。。。。。心碎了

记得，
那次牵手，是你主动的
在街上走着走着
可是一切也不过是。。。。。。

记得，
那次牵你的手，在看着照片
是在毫无准备之下
在牛头车子里冷气很冷
可你的手却很温暖
你手心的温度，我永远不会忘记

记得。。。。。。。

怪。原来

2011-03-29T17:45:00.001+08:00

Katsu

炸

鸟 = 禽类

炸鸟？

炸禽？

A-Mei 之作品《炸》

不，

其实是

《胜利》

一词多义作怪

难怪。。。。。。。

Ampunkan tuanku

Go-chi-so-sama

Cover x Time

2011-03-29T00:38:00.001+08:00

Never Judge a Book by its Cover

same goes to

Never Judge a Person by Appearance

Learn . Listen . Experience . Feel . Look . Share

Let time show how's a person like
It all lies beyond personality and attitude
Time could change everything

Believe it
Keep the Faith

and you'll see your path

I've chosen mine.
What about you??

Hardest thing to Say.....

2011-03-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

The Hardest thing to say WITH a sincere Heart, are nevertheless:

"I'm Sorry...."
(look into the eyes, after you've done something silly and wrong, with regretfulness)

"I Love You..."
(look deep into the eyes, with a sincere Heart and make sure u Mean it)

"Thank You..."
(look up into the eyes, after being helped by someone)

"Goodbye..."
(look straight into the eyes, when you both are leaving each other)

Let's combine them:

"I'm Sorry that I Love You...."

"I'm Sorry I've gotta go, Bye........."

"Thank you, I'm Sorry I Cant Love you.... "

"Goodbye, I Love You, I'm Sorry....... "

I Love You. I'm sorry. Thank you for Being here with me. I Dont wanna say Goodbye.........

Truly Deeply Madly from my Heart <3

有意思。。。

2011-03-24T12:03:00.003+08:00

1、遇到不想回答的問題：直視對方的眼睛，微笑、沈默。

2 、走路抬頭挺胸，心情不好時，不想跟人招呼，點頭微笑，逕直走過。

3 、請記得：好朋友的定義是，你混的好，他打心眼裡為你開心，你混的不好，他由衷的為你著急。

4 、做自己的決定，然後準備好承擔後果。從一開始就提醒自己，世上沒有後悔藥吃，而我永遠有個 B計劃。

5、自己分內的事情，努力做到一百分。

6 、接受自己不過是個"小小的我" ，但眼裡要能夠悅納"大大的世界" 。

7、如果你真的喜歡一個人，就給他自由。如果他能回到你身邊，他就是你的，如果他沒有回來，那他也永遠不屬於你。

8 、不要試圖給自己找任何藉口，錯誤面前沒人愛聽那些藉口。

9 、不要隨意發脾氣，誰都不欠你的。

10 、不說謊話，因為總有被拆穿的一天。

11 、別低估任何人。

12 、你沒那麼多觀眾，別那麼累。

13、過去的事情可以不忘記，但一定要放下。

14 、別人說的記在腦袋裡，而自己的，則放在心裡。

15 、社會是有等級的，很多事不公平，別抱怨，因為沒有用。

16 、你永遠沒有你自己想像中那麼重要。

17 、錢能解決的問題統統不叫問題。

18 、無論何時說"我愛你"，請真心實意，無論何時說"對不起"，請看著對方的眼睛。

19、永遠不要以貌取人，慢慢地說，但要迅速地想。

20 、找點時間，單獨呆會兒。

21、不是自己的東西不要，就是再喜歡也不行，要懂得放棄。

22 、不要覺得是生活虧欠了你，其實是我做的努力不夠。

23 、努力向前，再努力向前，再努力一下下，願望就會實現！

24 永遠沒有堅持到底的失敗，也不會有半途而廢的成功。

25 三人行必有我師，沒有人會比你弱，好學、上進的心態。多問問自己："我努力了沒有？

[惜]

2011-03-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Easy Come

Easy Go

你我都是过客

擦肩而过

什么皆浮云

Passers come

Passers by

回忆变成过去

活在当下

一切皆天意

Yesterday is History

Today is a Gift

Tomorrow is Mystery

我说，

今日不知明日事

重要是现在开心

自己开心就好

无忧无虑

谈何容易？

Cherish. Love. Yourself

珍惜。惜缘

可惜。无法改变

Just a Note

2011-03-22T12:14:00.001+08:00

i know you knew it

i know you felt it

im sorry

but i couldnt help it

Move on, dude~

曾经；现在

2011-03-18T10:24:00.001+08:00

有一股冲动

就这样

这样的

消失

曾经的我那么潇洒

曾经的我那么坚强

曾经的我那么掘强

曾经的我那么任性

曾经的我那么霸道

曾经的我那么野蛮

现在的我如此懦弱

现在的我如此脆弱

现在的我如此心软

现在的我如此受伤

现在的我如此动摇

现在的我如此软弱

现在的我如此。。。。。

却败给了这些所谓的。。。。

何谓坚强？

坚强

是

当眼泪不停在眼里打转时

却还微笑着 =)

何谓幸福？

幸福

不是

听过多少甜言蜜语

而是在你伤心时能有人对你说：

没事有我在~~

.
.
.
.
.

但

我

不

是

卑

微

的

。

蝴蝶之轮回

just enjoy the S.H.O.W.

2011-03-17T12:19:00.002+08:00

"WHY SO SERIOUS???"

stay cool & calm :)

just

R E L A X

........ENJOY the show........

Hold On

Stand On

Stay On
Carry On

L.E.A.R.N.

2011-03-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

To LEARN,

you've gotta be a SPONGE

you've gotta EMPTY your cup
so that you can FILL it FULL with new recipes

you've gotta LISTEN, THINK & practice SELF-CONTROL

you've gotta CHANGE & IMPROVE your
ATTITUDE

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

in every gathering

in every Reunion

in every meeting ups

in every conversation

E V E R Y D A Y

i TRY to let myself LEARN a NEW thing

anything

as simple as a new word a new phrase

as long as its something NEW

today onwards,

i will note down my NEW things..... =)

P A I N !!!!!

2011-03-15T14:13:00.002+08:00

when i woke up this morning, PAIN....

to be exact, the PAIN woke me up!! -.-

the PAIN from inside my stomach to the internal organs.....

the PAIN sway from my ASS to the internal stomach....

OUCH~~~

i thought i had indigestion

i thought i kena sumpah @.@

...p e n g s a n...

besides, my heart ACHES too...

肚子痛

心绞痛

力歇心碎

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

感谢几通电话的慰问 =)

感谢我还没痛死

感谢我的午餐

愛情遊戲 ...

2011-03-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

記憶很重已沒法對抗殘局

也許解脫心結後能卸去那包袱

同樣感覺然而仍沒法擺脫心理上的重

如困局任由道理歪曲

如若在這距離觀看就可以避過傷害

縱然放開熱情未改

起碼永遠會帶著厚愛如已經相愛

＊若得到了你未必可銘記

在最終也會捨棄

就算心愛你情願可儲起

想走更遠應該留下距離

得到過你亦可失去你

但至少這個關係無人能媲美

如換個方式獻技或者可更優美

愛情遊戲沒法捉緊似空氣

(愛情像戲無謂花光了心機)

無謂戀愛破壞雙方的承諾

至少感覺改變後誰會介意收獲

誰又知道原來留下這距離可記著感覺

遇歡樂未來就算一起難逃冷漠

得到了你未必可銘記

在最終也會捨棄

就算心愛你情願可儲起

這種愛永沒限期活像不死

得到過你亦可失去你

但至少這個關係無人能媲美

如換個方式獻技或者可更優美

愛情遊戲沒法捉緊似空氣

1 whole M O N T H

2011-03-11T12:15:00.001+08:00

1 MONTH

im away from home for 1 MONTH
the faces i never see for 1 MONTH!!!
the blonde, the fat one, the thin one, the dark one, the muscular one, the one with tattoo, the tall one, the chicken one, the short one........................................

throughout this 1 month, i was struggling :-
about career
about my future
about my path
about my decision

career + future:
seriously this wont last long, im gonna get out of here soon!!
look and seek for better opportunities,
that covers and pays me well!!

experience gained.....

path:
Adaptation takes T.I.M.E.

decision:
im trying to lower the risk, the pain and the cut that comes along
in the end, who's gonna get hurt??

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

!!!Today, Tonight!!!

im gonna go HOME

lots to do back at home

gonna be a hectic day, tomorrow...

<3 W A I T F O R M E , I ' L L B E B A C K !!! <3

feeling nervous, why huh??? o.0

...What Are Words...

2011-03-09T14:40:00.001+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

Fresh 2011 shoutout!!

2011-03-03T12:34:00.001+08:00

for the pass 2010, many things happened..

sad and happy memories, nice and odd ones, good and bad....etc...

.......

in the new 2011,

i hope it would be fresh and wild, happy > sad

most of all, happy working life!!

im seeking HAPPINESS!!

########################

when choices are made, there is no U-Turn..

when you know u're in the wrong, but you still do it,

u've gotta bare the RISK. your OWN RISK!!!

######################

"The Girl Who Played with Fire"

"The Girl With Dragon Tattoo"

#######################

....L U N C H B R E A K.....

!!get back to work!!

the Wrong Bus

2010-11-11T18:39:00.001+08:00

ever heard of the Story of Bus?

it actually started like this:

life is like taking a bus ride, people come up and goes down. you will never know who will be your driver, who will be sitting next to you, and who will be standing beside you.

you will meet many passengers along the journey,

some will stay beside you till the end of journey;

some will leave you on the next stop.

you will never know who are the one who accompanies you along the journey, until they leave the bus and hop off.

you will never know who are the one that goes down and leave the journey.

you will never either know where does the bus go, it might lead you to the wrong station, going the wrong path.

also, you have to stop the bus and go down if you see there is Dead end ahead.

which to hold on to?

which to be given up?

Sometimes, we will take the wrong bus, with a wrong path, and we suffer alot due to traffic jam, or accidents;

sometimes, we will stop at the wrong bus stop, leaving the bus and start another journey, where we might left out something on the bus or missed out something once we get off the bus.

Question: Would you rather take the wrong bus, or Stop at the wrong bus stop?

for me, i will rather take the wrong bus, as i will gain experience and there are chances that along the wrong path, there will be nice moments, despite there are also sad cases happening. i wont choose to stop at the wrong bus stop because i knew when something is being left out, it will leave you forever. i rather hold on to it and dont miss a thing, because once things are gone, it will be GONE forever..! when the damage has been done, there is no U-turn.. and i dont wana regret for that..

and what more? only those who walk by their own pace will get to enjoy the scenery till the max satisfaction. no matter what, the beautiful scenery will be viewed at own perspective and gained most satisfactory, cause it is seen through the heart and soul, with a peaceful mind. also, most scenery are best to be kept in the heart cause when you walked by, you cant catch a pic of it.. treasure and appreciate every step =)

Moral of the story: choose to leave the bus or take the wrong route? be determine. although the bus went wrong way, but take your time to observe and learn something, you might never know there might be a beautiful scenery along the wrong path. experiences are gained through mistakes. so, choose wisely on which bus to hop on! cheers, =)

the Look of LoV3

2010-10-25T19:41:00.000+08:00

The Look of Lov3,

is in your eyes

The Look your Heart cant disguise

The Look of Lov3,

is saying so much more than words could ever say

and what my heart has heard

well it takes my breath away

i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to love you

now that i have found YOU

You've got the look of Lov3

it's on your face

a look that time cant erase

Be mine tonight

let this be just the start

of so many nights like this

let's take a lover's wow

and then seal it with a kiss

i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to love you

now that i have found you

Dont ever GO

i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to Lov3 you

now that i have found YOU

Dont ever GO

dont ever go

I Lov3 you So....

回忆

2010-10-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

听说

照片是让人好好记得当时的情景

是回忆的痕迹

我说

美好的回忆有时不需要痕迹

只需要一颗真心去锁着

游过了许多国家

留下了许多足迹

拍下了许多照片

掉了许多眼泪

收藏了许多回忆

美好的

伤心的

心痛的

失望的

刺激的

开心的

温暖的

亲密的

生疏的

历历在目

不需要什么

不过

遗憾的是

剩下的照片

真的不多

2 more days ^^

2010-10-14T03:15:00.001+08:00

Final Countdown

cant wait to meet all of you

bring you guys to all the places in Ipoh to tatse the famous food..wow~~ its really tempting me now and making me hungry in the middle of the nite

for those who cant come,

its okay i understand it

for those who came,

i hope you guys will enjoy the food and the party~

Let's Party!! ^^

jetlag??

2010-10-10T07:15:00.000+08:00

6:37am - its time to sleep now. i should be sleeping now, wondering what are my dreams?

Jet-lag is not an excuse, im damn fking tired now, just that im reluctant to go to bed. lol~

i just got back from London - Abu Dhabi (transit for 2 hours) - Kuala Lumpur - Ipoh

before that i went to Europe with my classmates and so-called "bagpack" to Spain and Portugal, and back to London again.

well, many things happened during this trip. Happy, sad, frowned, stress, disappointment, love, appreciation, sicked, gratitude, truth, faith, anger, pissed off, ugliness, sweet, bitter, tired, surprises, sour, etc..

enjoyed? well, i guess not really.

i was sicked and suffered for 1 week in Europe. but then, i see truth, trust, love and faith.

things keep changing and keep coming on and on. its never ending.

i saw the ugliness of mankind; yet i saw the love and faith from a true heart.

disappointments is like a snowball, rolling and rolling, bigger and bigger;

seriously i D.O.N.T. like this feeling. i HATE disappointments, especially from close ones; but it kept on annoy me and i just couldnt help it.

i couldnt help to make the situation better; but what i did was NOT to make the situation worsen. but.. it didnt really went well.

im NOT an optimistic person, i can be quite negative sometimes though. but i've learnt that its no use to be sad over something that is not worth your tears.

"Never cry over someone/something that doesnt worth your tears"

and im trying to be Positive. i know its for my own good. i know i shouldnt always recall the past, especially the ones that hurt you. but i couldnt help it, ~~unless~~ not until i find out the truth, and understand why people do so?

well, i guess i wont be able to have the answer until the problems are discussed.

to keep on reminding myself to be positive, and to love the ones who love me, to enjoy my life, to stay happy always, to be happy for people who wants me to be happy, and to stop thinking negatively.

the good news is that, through all these things happening since the past 1 month, my experiences are value added, learnt and faced new things. its seriously a LESSON of life!

Life is Never a bed of roses, i know.

till then, its 7.11am now

and im suppose to go to bed, yeah - to go to dreamland

love you sorry and THANK YOU

H:A:T:R:E:D:

2010-09-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

hate the people

hate the weather

hate the attitude

hate the mood

hate the tiredness

hate the eyes

hate the keyboard

hate the feeling

hate the way it is

hate everthing

Hatred is growing stronger n stronger in me day by day

am damn pissed off with this feeling

fuck off plzzzz

Philosophies in Life (紫韵菲，2010)

2010-08-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

我为人人；人人为我
人善人欺；天不欺
有係有既，稀有个有嘛。。

唔该，嘠下咩年代啊？

有时自己唔争取机会

就会眼白白睇住佢飘走

到时喊都无眼泪

the more you're angry,
the merrier i am!! hahahah -.- fuck!!
im such a weird creature
Human are never normal though

当你情绪非常极端非常专注的时候

(非常非常生气\伤心\开心)

哪怕再大的雨

再猛地风

再冷的天气

都不足为谋

障碍不了前进的路

厉害吧？

硬颈之余，冷血

stitch x gagaga

2010-08-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

another thing to announce!!

i've got a STITCH pillow!!

woohoo~~~

picha on d way~~

stay tuned...~

lalalallala XD

nx i'll find gagaga ;P

yeah!!!

yippiee!!!

inception

2010-08-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

finally im FREE!!

yeah... FREE from assignments!!

but there's still 1 more presentation & 1 self-review to be done yet!!

hmm, will get it done soon!!

long time din blog,

alot of things happened lately!!

ups and downs,

emotions are playing me;

and im playing with fire & wind! haha...

jz saw Inception today..

alot of positive feedbacks from alot of ppl,

finally went to watch this today!!

5 of us in a row,

1 on my right

2 or 3 behind us..

total of 8-9ppl in a cinema.. haha.. cool~~

this reminded me of 1 movie we watched in Kepong, during midnite，

less than 10 ppl in cinema, 6 chinese and the rest are indians...!!

well， back to Inception... the use of dream to implant an Idea..

"exploring the idea of people sharing a dream space — entering a dream space and sharing a dream. That gives you the ability to access somebody’s unconscious mind. What would that be used and abused for?"

Leonardo gain weight..!! haha

Ellen Page is nice n pretty gorgeous =)

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is soo cute n smart looking, trendy..wooow!

and lastly,

Tom Hardy.. is soooo MAN!!! <3 <3

well, this movie is exciting and very interesting, although u might get abit blur...

i wont recommend it to all, unless u like to screw ur brain to understand it! haha..

the plots are abit confusing, but i like this type of movies...

dont watch it if you dont like 'thinking' movies..

i like the top (totem) which Leonardo always carries with him~

rating: 4/5

enjoy the movie ^^

...TOUTFEL...

2010-07-28T20:35:00.001+08:00

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Lean oN....

2010-07-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

a shoulder to lean on

when you are crying

a reliable place to rest on

when you are tired

a helpful hand to reach on

when you need help

a comfortable place to lay on

when you are stressed

a sweet hearty breakfast to cheer on

when you are hungry

a warm touching fluffy to hug on

when you are sad and frustrated

I've found you...

Stressed-dessertS

2010-07-23T05:49:00.001+08:00

Stress Stress Stress

Tick tock Tick tock time is tocking away

a handful of Walkers accompanied me while im doing my stuff

i should be doing my assignments searching for statistics

but im youtubing and lufing

critical thinking is the point

which i dont reli have it

the sky is turning dark

weather is getting colder and colder

the rain finally ran away~~

...

......

.....

...........

......

.........

.......

......

...

its time now, NOW

Time to Start..

Late, but better than Last Minute.. bullshit~

Gonna Move soon,

where the Nitemare begins?

hopefully NOT!! seriously.....

Stress are driving all my motivation and inspiration !! A.W.A.Y.!!

=Go AWAY=

i dont wana be Stressed, i want Desserts !!

改变 CHANGE...........

2010-07-16T02:20:00.001+08:00

改变了

人。。
随着时间而改变
随着环境而改变

习惯改变
品味改变
喜好改变
性格改变

朋友也变了
多了
少了
忘了

人离去了
感情不在了
剩下的
只有那没完没了的

空壳

变质了的感情，该不该继续留下呢？

（留下当回忆？）
（留下当作不曾失去？）
（留下直到离弃？）

没有变质的感情
才是真正陪你到最后的
才是最真挚的
才是最可贵最珍贵的

这。。。谈何容易？？

模糊的视线
你看到了么？

曾经付出的
说不要什么回报
是骗你的

请不要忘本
请感激所做的所付出的
已足够了

只怪你我看见另一片天空

庆幸的是
遇见你、你、你、你、你和你
谢谢

你。改变了
他。改变了
我。也改变了

盛开后
又会是怎样的一片天空呢？

只想赖着你

2010-07-01T09:27:00.000+08:00

习惯

喜欢

享受

靠在你肩膀

投入你怀抱

慢慢的入睡

苯笨。贝贝

T.i.M.E

2010-06-27T06:35:00.001+08:00

lazy to blog.

since i reach UK, i feel that im always have not enough time to do my personal things. i spend most of my time at other's hse - Eating (lunch & dinner), n discussing trips? Spend time on shopping for groceries, n oso for myself. During class intervals, i spend time walking and walking back to my hostel n back to uni for class.

i feel that i wasted alot of time. Even, when i go online n fb, i found that i still missed out alot news and stuffs. Also, i dont find time for my drama on pps. My emails were bundled and unread mails are counted in *Thousands*!! Can you imagine that? sigh~~

LAst week went to Gentleman's Club, celebrate Vickie's Bday, last nite to Summer Party - and got myself so HOT.. lol (without alcohol... zzz)

well, after this blog, i will start my assignments. and its 11.26pm now. TOo late to start, time to bed in couple of hours tho.. sigh~~ Time is never ENough for me.

Start work, dudes... gambateh~

To be, or not to be; that is not the Question..

2010-06-11T05:13:00.000+08:00

i don explain cz im used to NOT explaining.

i was just being nice and end up in some misunderstanding.

i was just being good n kind n abit slightly warm.

i was just seeking for acceptance; after what had happened.

perhaps i was just being busy body?

or i should not care too much?

Trust - is the KEY to every success

For what i am, i am myself.

冲凉房温热的水从花洒喷过我的脸

眼泪随着热水流向地狂飙

当时我也分不清是什么流过我的脸

只知道眼泪一样温热

不知道为什么

就是很顺便很冲动的流出来

清清楚楚的知道

原来。。。。。。。。

我并不坚强

我也有脆弱的时候

为什么

真的搞不懂

I AM NOT TOUGH ENOUGH TO PROTECT MYSELF

Relationship

2010-06-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

what shud a guy do?

As a GUY....... you should :

Lets say u go out (to eat) 10 times, u should PAY >5times;
remaining can let the girl do;
and/or pay separately (not recommended)
For Movies, i don think a gal should pay;
once awhile is ok
For transportation (bus fare/lrt fare/petrol/toll), the GUY does it everytime!
Never tell lies;
even if u told one, better ADMIT and stop giving nonsense!
dont hide the lie with ANOTHER lie!
Forgiveness shall be granted when you admit and know you're wrong
Never break promises;
even if you broke it, make sure u have a good explanation;
else, DONT make EMPTY promises!
Share (almost) everything - work, and especially stress!
if you don share your thought, BUT blame on your gal for NOT being considerate,
this is BULLSHIT!!
Share out your stress so that your gal could help to share your burden;
if she couldnt, at least she could LISTEN!
Dont blame when you NEVER share out!!
a Guy's responsibility is to let a Gal Rely on;
you cannot expect your gal NOT to rely on you;
i.e : do everything on her own
If she CAN do everything on her own, and not depending on the GUY;
WHAT FOR she has a boy friend??
since she could make her own way, her own decision, everything her ownself,
without the help or relying on the GUY,
this is NONSENSE and better don have a boy friend!
a Guy TOLERATES with the gal;
For me, its a guy's responsibility to tolerate MORE compared to a gal,
its just a GUY thingy~~ gentlemanism
a GUY leads in the relationship;
He should LEAD the gal and help to make decisions;
not always asking the gal's decision;
Suggest few options before asking her to make decisions
a GUY needs to be financially supportive;
not only on his own expenses;
but oso to support BOTH their expenses
Personally i think that - if you're in a relationship,
but with just a small amount of salary, you should work harder earn more $$ to support both of you
and not always saying you don have much money etc..
At least, try n be motivate to earn more for a better living!
(i know some gals always spend alot, therefore the gal plays a part not to spend so much when there isnt sufficient for you to spend!!) sing muk dit...
If im a GUY, i will definitely earn more for a better living!
To avoid misunderstandings, speak out your thoughts =)
dont hide any things or put things at the bottom of your heart
speak out and share your mind =)
An understanding girlfriend will be glad if you do so :)

隐姓埋名的。。。。。。[你]

2010-06-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

[你]并不简单
因为我也曾经做过[你]现在的所做的
[你]是默默在她背后守候她的人

[你]是不会让她知道你身份的人

[你]是不会透露你是谁

j即使她猜对了

[你]是曾经很喜欢她的人

或者曾经伤害她的人

又或是曾经是她很讨厌的人

不要在假虚伪了

不用在守候她了

因为她不值得[你 ]为她这样做

更不会理会[你]的感受

可是[你]只会

继续默默的守候

直到醒过来

B.A.T.T.L.E.F.I.E.L.D.

2010-05-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love and suddenly

It's like a battle-field

One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you don't

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no

These times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

Why does love always feel like....

Can't swallow our pride,

Neither of us wanna raise that flag

If we can't surrender

then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

battlefield

Why does love always feel like...

You better go and get your armor

Get your armor

I guess you better go and get your armor

Get your armor

We could pretend that we are friends tonight

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

寄不出去的心声

2010-05-29T02:05:00.010+08:00

打好的信息

就是寄不出去

不是不敢

只是不想引来麻烦

不想让人有错觉

有遐想

删除掉的信息

变成永远的秘密

Insufficient TIME

2010-05-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

exactly 1 more week!!!!

every1 is asking me "are you excited???"

"nope...NOT YET.."

i've not even finish packing my stuff... im LAzy to do so...

the floor is scatered with my things.. gosh~~ !! -.-

gathering here and there with whom n whom,

makes my day busy!!

also i appreciate everytime we go out together! <3

stil got lots of ppl that i need to meet up before i fly~

phew~~

Time is NOT enough for me =(

Cold War Continueesssss..................

2010-05-27T02:14:00.002+08:00

-Mad causes Tear . Cold War never Ends . Please RESPECT . Dignity - (ssl; lmc, 2010)

everybody have their own rights.

everyone has their own mood.

everyone has emotions.

everyone needs to be respected.

Mad causes tears. i cried because i was mad of you. you started the war and blaming me for being rude to you. it was just a SIMPLE LITTLE small case. i don und and will not understand why u will get mad over it, making a BIG fuss from it! i dint fight back cz i KNEW the circumstances for my fight, it will worsen the situation and i dont want it to happen either!

i was jz asking a simple question, a simple question to get ur opinion; what i get in d end? frustrated answer in a dissatisfying tone. -.- im a ~~teenager~~ adult not a kid, i know what to do and what to think. i ask u because im uncertain, else what for i ask for ur opinion?? i don need scoldings unnecessarily!

pls don relate things to unrelated ppl. i hate it wen you often relate to them for stupid issue/matters!! you dont want to respond, dont want to asnwer, thats fine with me, but pls don relate to others who's NOT INVOLVED in this war!! you ignored and dint answer once, twice, thrice - its more den enough!!

u shud noe my pattern n my temper, wen i bow to you, you better accept it. once, twice or maybe 3 times i will stil bow to you but after that sory i wouldnt do such things when i don get any respond from you. its over my limit! when i take a step back, make sure u accept it. as if u took a step back i will jz forget everything. btw, a new day is a new start for me..

you want to be harsh on me, fine - you'll get back the same from me. thats ME!! at d moment, i won say sory; perhaps tis is wat u're waiting for.. don care.. i wil keep on being nice n humble to u until u feel guilty..!!

pls respect others, as they are not involved in this, pls don be harsh on them, don ignore and giv NO response when people talk to you. you're NOT respecting me indirectly. people come bring you out, at least smile or chat abit as their my frens, stop showing black face. what did they did wrong?!

d most innocent - MrS ! what did MrS did wrong?? y u kept on ignoring and giving no response when ur answer is needed? -.-

u turn on the MUTE button since last nite until today, even wen thr's an outting. -.- im SPEECHLESS!!!!!!

its sorry to say that, both are degil.. tats why~
*wa mm si pai si nai*

thx to my lovely frens that they und d situation and bare with me i don wan tis to happen. Thanks =))

more than W.O.R.D.S.

2010-05-21T05:01:00.006+08:00

i miss the Fireworks

i WANT to see it again

seriously i want to snap more pix with the Fireworks as background..

Moments are TOO few

Time are TOO little to spend

Memories are TOO less to be kept

..but..

what we've been thru

WORTH a million ~~dollars~~ words

to share

to sing

to recall

W.O.R.D.S. is just simply not enough

cz its just more than W.O.R.D.S.

~theHardestThing2say

ISsimplyGoodBye.....

::- Memories that i wish i could ~~stop~~ FREEZE the TiMe -::

Memories are History
I will Create Memories

crap....

2010-05-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

15days, exactly 2 weeks.......

2 weeks time for me to spend with my family and friends, for those who wana meet, jz ring me =)

2 weeks time and i'll be flying to another country. "a bunch of yellow monkeys are here; hooray here n there..."

2 weeks time and i'll start my last semester to complete my Degree.

[Study mode = 0%]

in the past few weeks i was packing and preparing all my stuff before flying to UK..

Many people were asking me, How's ur mood now? Feeling excited? Happy loh can go overseas bla bla bla bla...

Frankly, im NOT as excited as expected. Im just busy preparing my stuff, and worrying this and that. Yea i worry alot. (-.-) Being an genuine Windows user, i still worry much; Being a ~~normal~~ girl, i still worry much....swt~

Just got my blood test + urine test + Xray done today. total is rm90 + rm25. Wait 3 days and collect report. MSL called me back this noon, telling me that my tickets are ready to be collected. Will collect in Penang, probly next week.

Items in Luggage : 40% - 1 more pair of slippers, 1 more pair of heels will be just nice =)

I think i will miss home this time, as i wont usually. i ~~seldom~~, RARELY miss home since the day i've stayed in KL 4yrs ago (since '06). I will miss my Wing, my family, my popo, my friends here in Msia.

Till then, im having complicated mixed feelings which makes me feel NOT so excited about this. But Who knows? We'll see how till the day comes. Will i cry?? yea i think so, in airport; probly in the plane too. LoL

That's all for my crap today. dont have much mood to write today, feeling Tired.

曾经的曾经。。

2010-05-10T02:48:00.016+08:00

“当你有女朋友时，我曾经爱上你

曾经，那时的我 - 不介意做第三者”

我想起了XX 连续剧
也想起了《珊瑚海》

“当你没有女朋友时，我曾经徘徊着

曾经，我常常想象彼此有没有未来

最后，你我都没结果”

我想起了XX 也是如此遭遇

“当我爱着你时，你却没顾虑我的感受

还在我面前做出什么样的举止

似乎在暗示着、在向我示威那样
我竟不曾怀疑你谎言
其实只是一派胡言

结果，你让我上了一堂课，

非常重要、值得记得值得学习的一堂课！

我再也不会。。。。。”

我想起了某某人

“就是那么一个小动作、小举动

让彼此有了默契、增加了彼此的关怀

曾经，我真的有想过我们。。。。。

你又知道多少呢?”

我很佩服你，你的胆量你的抉择，加油

祝你幸福快乐！^^
我想起了邻家的女孩

“在不适当的时候喜欢上不适当的人

是多么的感叹又无奈

也许，兄妹是最适合我们吧！

曾经你我都豁出去，就是因为你的工作

我们也就。。。”

背景不一样、天时地利人和非常重要
我想起了你还欠我很多份礼物 (-.-)

“曾经的我，为了多见你一面

不惜等你多少个小时

后来，发现。。。。。”

我知道是时候醒过来了，别再做梦了
我想起了王菲
也想起了吴美洐

“你我虽不算长久

第一次的拥抱还是让我心醉

对不起我真的很狠，只因我是位杀手”

永远记得朱古力和可乐

“当你我情投意合的时候

就是少了那把火

彼此就这样擦肩而过

听见你的她时，心的确酸了”

学习到，要好好掌控天时和地利

你，最近好吗？
我想起了CS, fire in the hole!!

“爱上一个很烂的伙子

真的搞不懂为何选中你？！

曾经我多么期待着。。。。。

原来是个幼稚的思想家”

但愿你现在过得幸福，对她好一些
我想起了《天团》

“相信一见钟情还是日久生情？

虽然认识不久，却留下深深的[印]

经历的不算什么，却对你念念不忘

谢谢你当初的冷漠好让我抽离你的世界

我太冲动了”

瞧瞧大红花的模样吧
我想起了曾经躲进黑黑的山洞

“就是多看了你一眼

被你的魅力勾走我的灵魂

我们经历许多，遭遇十分相似

好好珍惜这份情”

现在的你，答应我别累坏了，好好照顾身体

还记得我们的诺言吗？我在等你的报告 =))

《老鹰与风的故事》

我想起了那首歌

“虽然没有任何什么

可是你是唯一送我玫瑰花的那一个

以前的我们多么无知哈哈”

细心男孩但愿你活得自在
我想起了超人！(0!0)

“一个思想太过成熟的人
不过自以为是而已

一个那么既激动又冲动的家伙

一个对我而言不会尊重他人的人

一个言语不一致的人

你觉得会有怎样的结果？切！”

这是态度问题
想起了跑步机上的脆弱灵魂

“口口声声那么亲密

换来一句我们就这样吧

电话也砍断了

好让我清楚一件事”

我已经很自私的判你死刑
想起了动听的Eyes On Me

这时我想起了会跳舞的蛋糕

也想起了四眼的大型摩托
最后也想起日本寿司

“帮你省钱都是为你好

想你时不禁想起患难见真情

傻傻的你偶尔有想起我吗？”

我想起了某某人
又想起了肥肥的棒棒糖

“看像木材

认识后变成冰屋蛮搞笑的

不知不觉彼此成了好友

‘友达以上。。。’

谢谢你曾经帮我许多”

《老夫子与大番薯》

“。。。。。。

。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。

这。位。艺术细胞丰富。。的。艺术家。。
不。高不矮。。不肥。不瘦。不长。。不短
很。喜。欢。耍武。术
倒没。什。么。脾。气

拥。有。别人。没有。。的。‘气质’。。
也许。所谓。的。糟。。到。令人。佩服。。？
。。哈。。”

好好。。努。力。吧~
草。莓园。等。着。你。。
我。想起。了。黄黑。。先生

《大苯飞象的故事》

。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。”

曾经的曾经

那么无知那么幼稚那么[傻]

如今的傻瓜

过得很好

好好珍惜

这一切得来不易

这条路并不是想象中艰难

很开心很傻拥有着酸甜苦辣

还有什么没有尝试的？

现在。。。。。。

太想爱你了

Hold on to our Destiny..

最懂的人最暖的伴

你是我的答案

我想起你了

Perhaps...

2010-04-30T11:57:00.001+08:00

Perhaps, im not the Perfect one

Perhaps, im the BAD one

Perhaps, im just the ODD one

Perhaps, im just a FOOL

Perhaps, im FOOLISH enough

Perhaps, im NOT totally ready into this

Perhaps, im just not the ONE

Perhaps, im just hunting for more

Perhaps, im drowning

Perhaps, im dreaming again

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.....................

不要你了。。。。

2010-04-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

曾经以为

失去你并不是一件非常可怕的事

结果发现

失去你并不是什么问题

只不过

晚上很难入眠

因为习惯

有你在旁当我的抱枕

有你的手当我的枕头

有你的体温 - 温暖我心窝

有你的气息 - 让我感觉温馨

想你的时候

不知不觉会落泪

想起时

会心痛

会心疼

好笑又好气

真矛盾

人生本来就是矛盾嘛。。

因此

从此也再不敢失去了。。

再也不敢失去我笨笨的抱枕了

所以

我决定

带你飞去英国

陪我渡过我

最后一次

学生生涯！！！！

!!!!Killer!!!!

2010-04-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

As we know, the weather recently is going crazy!!

China is snowing now, Asia is experiencing extremely HOT and timid weather, what more on other parts of the world??? Snowing in the unusual season? Raining during sunny days? Getting hotter and hotter and hotter which is unusual?? etc........

2012 is coming!! Although there arent sufficient information/evidence/philosophies to PROVE that it is the End of the World, but don't UnderEstimate what the world is!! Never UnderEstimate the changes of Nature!!

Since young, during primary/secondary schooling days, i've heard about "the End of the World" / "世界末日". At that age, i dont really know nor fear about this day coming as I wasnt really worry about it.

Till the disaster yet heart-aching Movie <2012> has launched and hit high rankings for the Top10 Movies of the Year, many people watched, many people discussed, many of us are wondering - Is It T.R.U.E.???? Will this day come??

Now, i'm old enough to think to judge and to feel the fear in me, awaiting this date - where everything comes to an END!!! Of cz i will miss my loved ones, my family and dear friends.in 2012, im only 23 years old, and its the END!! (no need to grow old.. lol~) Well, what can we do if the day does COME??? What can i do from stopping it??

What will you do?

Sit and wait?

Spend all your money?

Say I LOVE YOU to your loved ones?

Cry and Cry and do nothing?

Carry on with life and live happily?

Be Positive and think how to stop this?

What will humans think?

Regret for what they'd done to Mother Earth?

Yes? No?

YES!!

Personally, i felt that the climate has changed alot, compared to previos years, or compared to the weather since i was born 21 years ago. It became hotter and hotter and hotter, timid and we get flu/sore throat easily. My body is heaty. I started to sweat even i just had a cooling shower!! What the heck??!! Previously, night time should be cooling accmpanied by the breeze, NOW - it is HOT, HOT and HOT!!! The sun is too hot in the Day, unlike previous years. Sometimes i cant breathe in a hot weather!

There are alot of symptoms showing us the Danger of it, i called it "WARNINGS"!!! These WARNINGS from our Mother Nature as such - Tsunami, EarthQuake everywhere, Volcanos, Snowing in the Wrong season, Dolphin stampede (somebody uploaded it in YouTube), animals fighting humans (tamed elephants chasing and harming humans) etc etc etc..... All these DISASTERS i called them WARNINGS from Mother NAture, from the God, or from whoever that wanted to WARN us HUMAN!!!!

Human beings are gifted to be smart and being innovative yet Creative. Humans are born intelligent compared to other living mamals aka animals, we named it. BUT, HUMANS are trying to be TOO SMART!!

Humans are too smart to invent new technologies to help and bring convineinces into their living lifestyle, YET the consequences are - they destroy the world, Lack of petrol, running out of minerals, blasting mountains to get marble stones/cement, unrecyclable plastic bags, pollutions, global warming, destroy of the Ozone layer, increasing of heat, decreasing of the Greens in our envireonment etc....

Humans are too smart to eat!! End up?? extinction of sharks due to shark's fin, extinction of tigers/elephants/ due to the hunger of hunting their skins and tusks as decoration, killing whales, killing sealions, cruelty to dogs/cats/etc just to satisfy the hunger for their meat etc....... Humans destroyed the chain of food and the life cycle in the environment!

Hey C'mon!!!

Humans wont die of hunger without eating shark's fin!!?

House decos wont be any nicer with the tiger's skin?!!

Humans wont die if there is NO such thing as PLASTIC???!!

Recently, NASA reports,by d next 10 MONTHS, EARTH gets hotter by 4'C from now. Himalayan glaciers r melting at a rapid rate. Lend ur hands to fight global warming -Plant more trees.-Dont waste water.-Dont use or burn plastic.

You know, we will be suffering even if it increases by 1'C now!!!

The HOTTER the weather is, the more ELECTRICITY are consumed and generated due to WE on our AirCon to release the heat and for cooling down;

The MORE electricity are consumed/generated, MORE HEAT are produced;

the MORE Heat that are produced, the BIGGER the Impact it is to our Earth;

the BIGGER the Impact it is, the HOTTER the weather it is because the Warmer it is now...

...and...

the HOTTER it is, MORE electricity are consumed and it goes on and goes on and goes on.......

...lastly...

Humans and other living things/animals/plants are the ones Suffering from Heat, lack of water and dying....

Perhaps, 2012 isnt the End of the World, but it is the Changing of the World, where climates are going crazy? there are more than 4 seasons in a year? there is less or more than 12 months in a year? there are more than 24hours a day?? living things are suffering deadly and fighting each other for food/water to sURVIVE??? we dont know!!!

This is just what's going on in Earth, what about the outer space and the inner part inside the Earth? will it still be burning to support us for living?? i dont know....

the Mayans Prediction:

- The Long Count Calendar of the Ancient Mayans ends on Dec 21 2012

http://www.13moon.com/prophecy%20page.htm

http://survive2012.com/

"Believe it Or NOT??" It's your choice.....

Who started this?? Us....

Who killed the Earth?? Us....

So, what are you gonna do???

The Earth's destiny is actually on our Hands, We are the Ones who's Destroying it, giving it an END......

=The End=

每当想起。。。

2010-04-11T06:34:00.000+08:00

每当看回它

每当想起你

总会眼眶湿湿

双眼发红

眼边流出来的泪珠

是热的

是温暖的

是带着丝丝的爱意

重要的是

我感动了

嘴角悄悄地翘起了

弯弯笑容浮现在脸颊

多9余

2010-04-10T02:32:00.002+08:00

“讲真，我到依家都仲唔知你念乜、边句真边句假？你究竟係个点既人，靠唔靠得住？认唔认真？我实在唔知。。其实都无乜好介意，因无咁个需要亦无咁个资格！不过身为朋友觉得好失败”

或者，我影真要反省下。。。

查实我真係估唔到我竟然可以咁.....冷！！！曾经，有个人话我係个冷血动物！无可否认，我都有自知之明，係！！我係冷血既！只不过我竟然无念到我可以咁7冷。。冷到我自己都吓亲！！Never UnderEstimate What Im Capable OF!!!
佢啲一举一动我无兴趣，我眼尾都唔睇吓，就知自己要乜！话虽如此，习惯佐某啲嘢，霎时间点改啊？？话放就放咩？我依然係度默守。。

“都係个样，都几十岁啦，思想仲係咁7幼稚？可唔可以成熟啲？起码都少少啦。。唔该！！！

明明係自己错，明明自己喺度求人，明明係求紧人地俾个好微好微既机会你；好啦，人地终于肯俾你，当然呢个世界无免费午餐，所以用条件交换条件，fair right?
但係你洗唔洗係人地背后讲咁7多嘢？！又话人地乜乜乜。。。又话要塞住佢把口乜乜乜。。。简直多多拦嘢！係有料既就无洗求人啦，仲喺度讲3讲4！！我批~~~！！”

睇你衰样，求人既是后一定衰到贴地、低声下气求人！人地肯以条件同你交换你既要求，好心就咪咁7吧毕啦！！o杂到啦你！！叼~~ *反白眼*

“楼楼锡锡，一向唔係我既风范。见到人地抱抱锡锡，都无乜点；但係睇到啲人 - 一见面就楼楼锡锡，过后：一係好似唔识佢咁，唔係就係度数佢坏话。。。影真够意思。。”

咁又有乜谓啊？唉。。。。睇到都眼冤。。。=.=

“话是话，只有忠言逆耳，有边个唔中意听甜言蜜语、花言巧语？其实係有既，戈个就係本人！！有时，觉得甜言蜜语好虚假，好无谓。。当然，都係要见仁见智啦！！啲无谓人讲既梗係无谓，但係有心人讲梗係另舍幸福快乐！”

可能我对呢啲花言巧语无感觉，或者我唔识欣赏，无兴趣；所以对唔住，我唔受呢一套！！！失礼。。

无念过有人会睇得明，因为唔想你地明。。

睇得明既人，多谢你对我既关心。。

2 categories of people

2010-03-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

sometimes, people tend to sweet talk and look for u, ONCE in A WHILE, cz they are boring, and their ass are itchy!! It's just simply annoying..

*im emphasizing on people who jz love to Sweet-talk and all those nonsense + rubbish...!!

However, there are also people who always have kept you in mind, just that they never express. Tho, these category of people doesnt need ANY sweet-talks to express their misses towards you. What so if these catogory of friends, they sweet talk to u? It's not annoying. Thus, im sure everyone can differentiate the different types of "Sweet-talks" from different types of people.

1. ass-itchy type

2. friends type

not to say that i HATE, but i dont reli like the feeling of people treating me / others with a heart with NO sincerity. Come on, dont sweet talk on others such as "long time no see, why no find me? i miss u la. bla bla bla..." and in the end, never show up or anymore contact after that. Not until few months later, the same conversation show up again.. haha.. im pretty sure u got wat i meant? this CATEGORY of people.... -.-

on the other hand,

"Friends type" would be - "hey, how ya? come yum cha.. miss u la.. bla bla bla etc" and in the end, they will concern abt wat's happening on each other, somehow, they will try to meet up or call up.. altho din get to meet up, but they are still aware and likely to ask wats happening on each other, RATHER than jz say those F*king missing u, this n that... zzzzzz

Criterias to be a Good BF

2010-03-18T04:18:00.000+08:00

well, personally i feel that, apart from physical appearance, inner part is more impt when it comes to committing into a relationship, i would say - a REAL & serious relationship.

apart from weight, good-looking or not, height, etc.. these are jz physical appearance; which is not-so impt when u reli love the person =) but of coz, tidiness and dress in a neat way is a MUST!! besides, who doesnt like people who're In-STYLE?!?! *ngek ngek*

-must be humble & gentleman enuf towards gal

-must be honest and keep no secret (i mean, no secret between each other in a r/ship, but doesnt mean u need to tell/say out everything, rite? ;) )

-must kiss passionately and hug ur gal tirghtly -so that they will feel ur warmth and ur heartbeat

-owes tell her whenever u love/misses her

-not to say report to someone, but jz to let her noe what u're doing (busying) so that she wont be waiting and waiting n waiting

-call them oftenly

-ring them a morning call, sometimes

-give ur gal some surprises - little thingy is more than enough to make her happy

-NEVER let a gal pay when dining outside at restaurants (if she insist, let her)

-NEVER let a gal pay for transport fares (i.e taxi fares)

-NEVER tease them very sarcastically in public

-let her lean on ur shoulder

-take the initiative and do ur part, rather than she reminding u wat u're supposed to do

-when both are in tension and anger, NEVER scold back!!!

-listen to them, hear what they say and take it in heart

-never cheat on them (affairs)

-trust their words and never doubt their feeling towards u

-care and concern them more oftenly

-drive carefully

-work properly and earn more money

-though, sometimes arguments are essential in every relationship, provided u handled it well

-understand and stand in their position

-owes encourage each other in ur relationship

-have faith, trust, love and confidence with each other

-look into the eyes and say "i love you"

-NEVER throw temper no matter hw bad mood u / and her are

点算？

2010-03-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

有阵時

聪明反被聪明误

有阵時

宁愿蠢啲啲

世界就会和平啲

係咁

早抖。。

stil the same

2010-03-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog in this post.

still the same...

i still miss the sea, the beach, the sunset...... =/

wonder when can i visit there again?

Relationship . Memories??

2010-02-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

Have met some friends during CNY, to be more precise, met old secondary friends. Haven seen some of them for ages. Reason being : no time, not free, busy with assignments/projects/work, but most of all - NO initiative to come out.

Wasn't very close with my friends during my Sec School life, although i joined clubs and societies during my Sec life, i wasn't too active in it. Just moderate involvement, but very funny, i'm more closer to my teachers. LOL~ But im not teacher's Pet, i just feel more comfortable to mix with elder people such as teachers /seniors, rather than those in same form (in club/societies). This is my way, i like to communicate more with people who with more experience.

No doubt, if you were asking me to choose between my secondary and college life, i would definitely choose:

COLLEGE LIFE!!

Why?

Because i have more friends and gained acceptance from college life onwards. Seriously, I really couldn't understand why i dont have much friends during my sec life. They seemed like dont really like to be friends with me, of course, not all of them, just a particular group of people in class. LOL~ I've ask another friend why are them acting like that? She said she also don't know. Relationship between friends is not easy to build, thats why i dont have much friends during my Sec school time. sigh~~

Besides this group, i still have other friends who are always by my side too, of course - Until now =)) Glad to have you guys~

I love my college life now, but it almost come to and end =( I love the people i met, the memories i had, the things i've been through, the places i went to, the events i;ve joined, the lectures i've attended, the ups and downs, - EVERYTHING!!!!

During college life, work life, i've met alot people, and all these people make me grow =) THANKs

I will choose EVERYTHING in college life, I choose to have the memories in Sec school life, rather than the relationship during Sec school life..

Just to express out my feeling, after meeting up my friends yesterday. =))

Friends are like footsteps that steps into our life, leaving footsteps that brings alot of memories...

我。。。

2010-02-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

我很想

我很想很想。。。

可惜

impossible!!!

为什么？？？

只怪。。

我就是这样。。。

o.0

爱上阳光海滩的面纸

思念。我 [想] 你了

当我。。。。

2010-02-16T19:12:00.005+08:00

当我说放手；

请不要犹豫，赶紧抓着我

当我说要离开；

请挽留我
因为我不是真的要走
我。。舍不得

当我说不爱；

我是骗你的
请别相信

当我说没事；

请别当真
其实我已经泪流了

我很需要一个
真正
实实在在
温温柔柔
紧紧地一个
真实而不虚构
的拥抱

还记得我吗？

2010-02-10T00:39:00.005+08:00

贪图名利 - 并非坏事
只不过会惹起不少祸

为了名利而选择朋友的人
真的会用心对待那被chosen的“朋友”吗？
而那“朋友”会真心帮你吗？

为了名利，就会虚假
有了名利，就会忘本
为了名利，不择手段
为了名利，身败名裂
为了追求名利，你负担得起吗？你有能力吗？
没有名利，什么都是假！！！

这
就是社会
就是生存之道
就是人与人建立所谓的“朋友”

或许
许多事情都是过眼云烟。。
许多人都是擦肩而过。。
许多背影都只是背影。。
许多影子，只会被遗弃，忘掉。。

那当然，
有许多真心真意的朋友
会在身旁互相扶持
留在身边伸出暖手
谢谢你们
我没忘了你[们]

决定了
不选择节外生枝
选择做好本分

还记得我吗？

我。自己的路

2010-01-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

毋著人地对鞋,
走人地条路;

要著自己既鞋,
行自己既路

做返自己；
活出自我；
寻找快乐!!

呐喊。。

2010-01-14T20:42:00.010+08:00

外面在嘶吼；
心里却在呐喊。

狂想曲的另一面
狂野的背后；
并不复杂
其实它很平淡朴素
其实它只需要温馨暖意

虽外面在吼叫；

可心灵正凄泣。

为什么
为什么
为什么
不晓得

变了

2010-01-10T04:02:00.003+08:00

人长大了
顾虑多了
想的也多了
问题多了
烦恼增加了
思想变成熟了
心灵也累了

想过叛逆
就是要唱反调
怎样?? o.O

能吗?
希望如此
难道就不能如愿以偿？

不知道
不想知道
也许该换换
也许也累了
厌了吧~
算了吧。。。。

不能说的秘密

2010-01-09T15:34:00.007+08:00

今天，来说说一个故事

从前从前
有颗善良的心
为了喜欢的人
不顾一切地付出
不管旅程多远多麻烦别人
为了喜欢的人
做了许多许多
可是
换来的只是敷衍
善良的心被利用
无所谓，不计较
祈求她真心被珍惜过
可事实很明显
事实残酷地告诉她
善良的心只会被人利用
善良的心有如玻璃般
狠狠地被打碎了

善良的心下定决心
不再被欺负
不再被利用
不再受伤害

经过一段艰辛的路程
善良的心变聪明了

如今
善良的心很幸福
善良的心遇见了一个懂得珍惜
善良的心不再随意被欺负
善良的心心甘情愿的付出
为了她的爱人
尽管付出再多
也无怨无悔
为了爱她的人
善良的心已经学会了许多
懂得控制
懂得释放
懂得珍惜
善良的心有如心肝宝贝般
被爱护
被疼惜
被指引

善良的心
希望被守护
希望被保护
希望能够坚持
告诉我

善良的心
只愿。。不再
被出卖
被利用
被欺负

随着音乐的旋律
琴声的韵律
这故事
到此为止
就算再好奇
我想让它成为一个谜
不能说的秘密

感谢。。。

2010-01-09T01:37:00.003+08:00

我知道
机会不是常常有
所以要懂得把握机会

听说
最幸福的事
幸福的是 -
庆幸遇到对的人
感到爱与被爱 ♥

那真实的拥抱
那实在的温柔
那肯定的眼神
无法替代...

所以
经历过的每一刻
甜酸苦辣
见证我的人生
添加色彩

不会忘记
虽然我有暂时性失忆症

争吵
带着关怀与愤怒
是为了彼此好
也是为了走更远的路

感谢 . 遇见
惜缘 . 惜福

in 2oo9......

2010-01-08T23:50:00.006+08:00

in the past year 2oo9,

many things happened,
many things changed,
many decisions made,
many path has taken...

my 1st time working in an International company
my 1st time went for river rafting + mountain hiking
my 1st time experienced the reality and office war
my 1st time meeting someone special
my 1st time rearing a fish becz of sum1
my 1st time doing tings, which i regreted
my 1st time taking tings i shudnt take
my 1st time being sooo hardwroking studying in a semester becz of sum1
my 1st time meeting someone in my life who give me joy, hapiness, excitement, of cz sumtimes, sorrows too >.<
my 1st time doing C.R.A.Z.Y tings
my 1st time celebrating Birthdays hapily n surprised-ly
my 1st time dreaming n dreaming n dreaming
my 1st time driving in KL
my 1st time in Genting hapily
my 1st time i got such memories in Genting
my 1st time fell down on the road =="
my 1st time on vacation with intention
my 1st time being loved sooo much
my 1st time having 2 movies continuously
my 1st time to concert + fireworks
my 1st time countdown + fireworks
my 1st Xmas
my 1st time driving such a long n far journey with 1 reason
my 1st time recieve xmas gift
my 1st jacket
my 1st look-alike jacket
my 1st Faye Wong's album (book) as present
my 1st perfume as present
my 1st arguement
my 1st sense of touch & feel
my 1st time receive bday card + present
my 1st time attending friends 21st bday party
my 1st time recieving a letter
my 1st Ring
my 1st time sending sum1 to airport n cried
my 1st time meeting friends fr abroad
my 1st time hurting sum1 too
my 1st time choosing a difficult and different path
my 1st time commiting into sth different
my 1st time crying so many times in a short period
my 1st time missing my college life
my 1st time feeling upset n tired
my 1st time being so generous
my 1st time being sooo childish
my 1st time drinking on d beach
my 1st time making a decision and giving myself another chance
my 1st time - it works =)
my 1st time losing my HP =(
my 1st time being so secretive
my 1st time love to hug n be hugged sooo much
my 1st crystal fr mom
my 1st time face full with pimples ='(
my 1st time.............................
etc...

as told,
life is not a bed of roses;
we must cherish every moment,
and treat everyday a Special Day

in the coming year 2o1o,
i promise myself to become more mature, more understanding

i owes cherish every moment spent together
take every opportunity and take a step ahead
just dont wana lose my precious one
just dont wana waste time

Happy New Year 2o1o!!!

May beautiful moments owes be with me, with us in the year ahead,
may everyday is a hapi day,
Bless me; Bless Us; Bless Everyone =))

i wish to be in the beach, again... seriously~~

SpeCiaL GreEtiNgs

2009-09-19T02:32:00.015+08:00

:: its 19 Sept 09 ::

here i wana send some wishes and blessings to someone special
on this day, this special someone has grew 1 year older
1 year older; 1 year wiser ;)

went over to celebrate with her
was supposed to be a *SuRPRiSE* !!!
hohoho~~
and I DID it!!!
yeahhhh XD XD

was waiting for the sTaR to come home
was hiding somewhere in the house
our hiding place was being noticed
hide again - hide hide hide!!!

*Happy Birthday to YoU;
Happy Birthday to yOu;
Happy Birthday to Bao Bao;
Happy Birthday to YOU~~*

candles are blown
wishes are made
photogragh is taken

as usual - candle biting ceremony

hide hide hide
jump jump jump

*ooops!* !!Intruder Alert!! *SiXth Sense*
Joe FAILED >.<

-photo session again-

hide hide hide
video video video

candle bitten out
*yiii?? everything is fine..
cool man~~*

!!!POP!!!

somebody jumped out from BEHIND
PUSHED & SMASHED her face
like SMACKING a BasketBall
.......
.......
.......

and

*wooooosh~~ POP!!*

HEAD-SMASH!!!
SMACK-DOWN!!!

wooohoooo~~~~
i've DONE it!!!!!

face is smashed onto the cake
Cake is flatten and.....
u're not gonna imagine how it looked like~ >.<

2nd time
3rd time
4th time
5th time
.....
....
.....
.....
N-times~~~

the cake Fall in Love with the Face!!

smack down
smashed cake
smack down
smashed cake
....
...
...
face is smashed with cake
and turn turn turn
up and down
from left to right
diagonally
horizontally
vertically

muaahahahahahah XD

revenge??
no C.H.A.N.C.E

photo taking session again
present opening session
a shirt!!
a wallet!!
nice~~

lastly
wishing this special someone a Merry Birthday
May Beautiful moments be with u owes
May ur day as Delightful as the sun
May ur Wishes will bloom like a flower
and May Health stay with u owes
stay hapi
stay cool
stay hiong
but don stay BLURRrrrrrrr
;)

*H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y*

Dedicated to DeVil oF D M@iDeN

From T-Sue ; )

Rain Rain Rain....

2009-09-16T14:09:00.010+08:00

its raining again
in rainy days
i love to sleep
cz it's just too comfortable to sleep in my bed
hugging my fav pillow + soft toy
covering myself with my warm blanket
curling inside my blanket
sleeping tightly and
dreaming happily in Neverland - where nobody grows up >.<

in rainy days
i like to walk in the rain
cz nobody knows im crying
let the rain shed away my tears
tear that leave traces behind
traces that have another story behind
just wash thru with the rain~~~

in rainy days
i like to play with the water
dirty water in the pool holes
stepping in so hard and
splashing it all over like nobody business
=p

in rainy days
i like to stand by the window
or
stand outside my balcony
feel the breeze
feel the wind
blowing through my face
hair are messed up
but i just like it this way
looking down the streets
peple walking by
people running away from the rain
people crossing the road
cars passing by
water splashing everywhere

in rainy days
it brings my mood down
it makes me moody
moody cz of the weather is cold and sky is dark
it makes me think of many memories
sad and moody

in rainy days
it makes me feel happy, too~
cz i will think of someone

after the rain
a rainbow will appear
and this shows how beautiful the world is
just like how i believe in miracles......

幻想~

2009-09-10T17:03:00.013+08:00

很想很想
黄昏时分
在沙滩上漫步
看着夕阳落下

或者
蔚蓝天空
鱼肚白的早晨
坐在沙滩上
迎着黎明的到来

或者
深夜人静处
在沙滩上漫步
听着海浪声
喜欢清静的感觉

走着走着
微风袭来
感觉多么清爽
多么的舒服

就是喜欢蓝天
就是喜欢白云
就是喜欢海边
就是喜欢沙滩
就是喜欢 大自然

离开城市
繁忙的城市
充满压力陷阱危机的城市

宁静的生活
无忧无虑的生活
自己的生活

啊~~~
别再发夢了啦 *_*

090909

2009-09-09T09:09:00.004+08:00

2009.09.09

once in a lifetime

stay happy everyone =)

live happily and cherish every moment

appreciate the people and things around you

appreciate those who L 0 V E you

appreciate those that you L O V 3

::Addictive::

2009-09-08T03:31:00.001+08:00

"addictive" this word,i heard it from a series

it was used to be a brand name for a Perfume

personally, im vv interested in this word "addictive"

now, im addicted..

addicted to it..

its Addictive...

玫瑰
你就快枯萎了
玫瑰
你一片一片地
落下你美丽的花瓣

玫瑰
你再没有勇气活下去了
你再也没有意思了
你再也没有价值了
玫瑰
你舍得吗?
你甘心吗?

玫瑰

你的氧气呢?
是谁
是谁把你的玻璃盖打开
让你无法继续活下去
玫瑰
你就快枯萎了

there is one thing im similar with the rose

once its DEAD in me, meaning its gone

when its DEAD, meaning it will last like this forever

not gonna be REVIVED

im trying not to let it die...

if i want something, i will try my best to get it,
altho it might seems hard or tough,
i will achieve wat i want;

similarly, if i dont want something,
i will not get myself involved in it,
i am very clear with what i want,

i BELIEVE in Miracles.........

inspired from : "Addictive"; The Enchanted Rose

JJMMCCSS

2009-09-06T16:12:00.002+08:00

突然发觉
总是离不开
MMJJSSCCSSMMJJ???

还是围绕着
SSMMCCJJ

很奇妙
很得意
很可爱

哈哈哈哈哈哈

maybe its my destiny???

My beloved destiny,
im coming for you~~

hohohoho~~~

-M-J-S-C-S-M-J-C-M-S-J-C-J-S-M-J-C-M-S-M-J-S-C-M-J-C-M-S-C-M-J-S-C-C-J-M-S-S-J-M-

Fallin'

2009-09-02T04:57:00.001+08:00

经过研究
种种迹象
都显示
係PosiTive

但係
种种迹象
有变化
亦有可能
係NegaTive

原来
我都会紧张
我都会担心
我都会在乎

结果会係点样

时辰一日未到
都唔会乱黎
唔会茫作判断

係神係鬼
讲真我唔识分
等卑人打救吧了~~~

London Bridge is Falling Down,
falling down,
falling down

Tissue is Falling Down,
falling down,
falling down,
Falling down into a nest, a hole, a longkang....
a trap ,

perhaps???
*_*

focus focus focus!!!

2009-08-29T18:19:00.003+08:00

my status:
basically, im sort of in a:
gloomy mood,
blurrr mood,
sleepy mood

no classes,
no lecturers,
no tutorials to attend
end up staying at home everyday,
every hour,
every minute...

im gonna ground myself home
im gonna study
im gonna focus

tons of notes n books,
loads of papers,
all over my table n my bed

im gonna stay away fr my beloved lappy,
OFF msn,
OFF FB,
sory i won let my hp on SILENT mode

helo!!!

stay focus!!
stay awake!!
pay attention!!!

and

STOP dreaming!!
SToP sleeping!!
STOP blurring!!!
zzzz...

cheers n gud luck to all!!
add oil!! 加油!! gambateh noh!!

追忆

2009-08-25T04:00:00.000+08:00

你们一个一个脸孔
一个一个动作
一句一句话
都不停在我脑海里
像录影机不停地playback
不断地重播重播又重播

经过那熟悉的街想起你了
聊起那熟悉的口头禅想起你了
经过那熟悉的高楼大夏想起你了
路过那熟悉的plaza 想起你了
走着那熟悉的广场想起你了
吃着那熟悉的糕点想起你了
读者那熟悉的小说想起你了
喷着那熟悉的烟圈想起你了
听见那熟悉的笑声想起你了
播着那熟悉的歌曲想起你了
吃着那熟悉的美食-豆腐花想起你了
翻回那熟悉的相本想起你了
享受着那熟悉的味道-durian的味道想起你了
哼着那熟悉的旋律想起你了
欣赏着那熟悉的情景想起你了
拿起相机拍下熟悉的画面想起你了
响起那熟悉的铃声想起你了
喝着那熟悉的饮料想起你了
讲着那熟悉的话想起你了
看到那熟悉的牌子Guess Swatch Fossil 想起你了
唱着那熟悉的曲韵想起你了
下着那熟悉的雨展现出熟悉的彩虹想起你了
经过那熟悉的prima露台想起你了
看着那熟悉的夜景-星月相伴想起你了

想起了许多许多
闭上眼睛后，这回忆不停闪着闪着
你你你你和你
有如puzzle 一块一块拼起我的生活让我生活过的精彩些让我领悟了许多
带有兴奋、快感、刺激、悲伤、激情、幸福的味道却忘了你那熟悉的味道

我站在记忆的入口
却找不回你的踪迹
剩下的只有你的影子
模糊的视线
我不晓得你还在吗？
当习惯靠着孤单
让我慢慢的渐渐的
让我懂得怎么去遗忘

我忘了是怎么开始
当初的你和我
那天真简单的日子
我们都自由自在

寻找记忆
自我陶醉
执迷不悔

你曾踏入我的记忆里吗？

=================================

p/s:
你你你你和你，
一块一块的puzzle,
缺一不可，
都属于我的回忆，
刻在心里；
永远铭记我们一起走过的日子

Tears For the Eagle, as promised...

2009-08-23T01:31:00.004+08:00

As promised, here it is:

An Eagle, as perceived, is a tough and strong creature.
It hovers above the sky, observing and locking target to its prey,
and when the target is set, it spreads its wings and fly~~
Finally, its sharp claws catches the prey and kills it.
It has a sharp and fierce eyesight,
which brings out its own personality - fierce, cruel, and is certain towards achieving its goals.

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i RESPECT that!

i RESPECT those with attitude, those who respect others, and respect ownself.

Those who dont respect themselves doenst deserve MY respect.

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Similarly, i respect the Eagle.

The story begins here, this little Eagle was born in a nest.
But this nest is quite complicated, yet unsafe.
However, this Eagle survived thru many circumstances and
struggle in many many conflicts as it grew up.

Learning to FLY is a tough one.
After many attempts and trials, finally it spread it wings and fly.
Fly, fly up high in the sky.
But due to air pressure, off-balanced, bad weather, storms and typhoons, the eagle fell down.

It fell down to a critical stage, and suffered from serious injury. ouch!!

Tho, it still struggle to get up and heal itself.
With the aid from others, the fallen Eagle raised up again,
with a tougher personality, a positive mindset and with wiser decision making skills.

Im personally impressed with the Eagle,
tho sumtimes it might make silly mistakes,
it might choose the wrong path,
it might have bad behaviors,
but, who doenst have their PAST?
who doenst make mistakes?
who are always GOOD?
nope, right?

Always remember,
i have Faith with you,
its deep from my heart,
*finger crossed*
Do what u tink is right,
Tink wat u wana tink,

because,
the Wind is not only from ONE direction,
it comes from MANY directions,
assisting and supporting the Eagle,
lifting it up high,
to achieve the goal that its pursuing,
to go thru all obstacles,
until the goal is achieved.

Out of all difficulties, makes Miracle =))

Appreciation

2009-08-19T23:33:00.009+08:00

Suddenly something came into my mind.
Suddenly Images flashes in my eyes.
Suddenly im Inspired to write.

I've learned that we must be W I S E in sharing your stories. Stories as in, those which are really private and confidential. Stories that you wouldnt want the public to know, your loved ones, your family and friends, or u dont even want anyone to know that.

Being W I S E as in, you choose the RIGHT people to share with, you choose the person who is TRUSTWORTHY to share with, you choose people who are LOYAL and wont SPREAD OUT a word, you choose people who have FAITH in you...

To be logical, to be realistic, to be honest, other than that, DONT simply share something PERSONAL to any of your friends. It's either they will spread out, have different perception (for something bad u did), doesnt bother your situation, backstab you, or worst more - they will leave you..

There's something you shudnt know, but someone told you about me. I TRUSTED that someone, thats why im being honest. But, in return, this someone, a.k.a Carrot, told you about my stories.. This made alot difference between you and me. Carrot spread out the news, more and more people know this. Carrot had ruined my reputation.

Im disappointed with Carrot, seriously. Its not worth my honesty anymore, its not worth my help anymore, its not worth my faith, ANYMORE!!!! By the way, i've already GAVE UP on Carrot, long ago. No point, it's Pointless!! I know i cant control anyone from being spreading any damn thing to others, but hello, please THINK before you ACT, please RESPECT me.

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Here there are other people who step into my life. Again, i shared my things. I dont know whether i will end up in the same condition or not, but at least, i TRUST them, i have FAITH in them. I gained alot from them, seriously, the motivation, the inspiration , and the POSITIVE thinking. This is what i value them apart from others. They are indeed, INDIFFERENT from others.

At least, i found someone, few buddies, who will scold me, for my own sake! I know what im doing, just sometimes, i cant fight the compulsion; im defeated emotionally. That was PAST TENSE, its HISTORY. The Foolishness shud not be repeated again in future, therefore, not to wory k? =))

But honestly, the Passion and Affection, really conquered my soul. Im defenceless, like a defenceless child while facing all these. I cant fight this feeling anymore.

Im Not purposely being materialistic, just we need to accept the fact that - things shudnt be simply exposed to someone. Else, you will LOSE everything. It's sooo damn true!! Im just being rational and not simply emotional,
I know it might hurt u guys, that used to be by my side, as im always be at your side, to hear me say this. But,

better to be WISE than sorry

i really appreciate you guys. =)

Sometimes, words doenst mean alot. The feel of touched is everything. The feel of being care, is much more important! Because these are emotions which couldnt be counted or quantify, it's an expression of love and care..
(from G.I. JOE lol~~)

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To Carrot who disappointed me, thanks for showing me your true self, and lost my faith and trust on you.
Now i've learned something.

To ALL the other, that you shud know who you guys are, thanks for accompanying me, thru my ups and downs.
Now i've gained appreciation and ya'all are MUCH appreciated. Love you~~~ ^^

=T H A N K Y O U=

Memory

2009-08-15T20:52:00.003+08:00

记忆
该留在何处?

记忆
有甜酸苦辣
有喜有悲

快乐的
伤心的
遗憾的
后悔的
甜蜜的
痛苦的
心痛的
种种、种种.....

记忆
可以被储存
可以被删去

试着选择
选择哪些记忆该留下
选择哪些记忆该离去

照片
日记簿
录影
能记载发生的事
能让人回忆往事

可是
他们都不能永久地保留记忆

记忆
最好就是保留在
心里

回忆
是七彩天空
一片充满色彩的天空

永远都留在心里。。。。
不会忘掉。。。。

lonely......

2009-08-10T23:49:00.006+08:00

its been quite a long time since my last post..
Was super duper busy for the past few weeks.

...assignments . assignments . assignments . assignments...

reli have sleepless nites. and finally, i was sicked!

:: flu+fever+runny nose+sore throat ::

thank god, im recover now. but still, i have NO appetite since i was sick. sad =(

thx to those who helped me wen im sicked, took care of me, and gave me medicine =)

=====================================================================

suddenly i felt im so so sooo lonely.

suddenly waves of weird feelings scrambled in my mind.

suddenly i lost my smile, my laughter...

when u see me laugh, i also dono whether its my true laughter, with happiness?
or its just a "reaction" according to the situation?

i would be the one, laughing so loudly, but deep inside, isit true that im happy?

yea i would be the loudest one, hahaha... but.............

i dont know what to do?
i dont know what i want?
i dont know what is this?

im just, just.... L O N E L Y.........

i Hide the Pain with my sMiLe

the MAN. sweet Congrats

大日子

昨天的事

妥协。不是

2.14 情人节快乐

炸爆

坚

犹如

我的园缘苑。。。

宿命

适当时

没时间后悔

喜与悲；爱与乐

牵手

怪。原来

Cover x Time

Hardest thing to Say.....

有意思。。。

[惜]

Just a Note

曾经；现在

just enjoy the S.H.O.W.

L.E.A.R.N.

P A I N !!!!!

愛情遊戲 ...

1 whole M O N T H

...What Are Words...

Fresh 2011 shoutout!!

the Wrong Bus

the Look of LoV3

回忆

2 more days ^^

jetlag??

H:A:T:R:E:D:

Philosophies in Life (紫韵菲，2010)

stitch x gagaga

inception

...TOUTFEL...

Lean oN....

Stressed-dessertS

改变 CHANGE...........

只想赖着你

T.i.M.E

To be, or not to be; that is not the Question..

Relationship

隐姓埋名的。。。。。。[你]

B.A.T.T.L.E.F.I.E.L.D.

寄不出去的心声

Insufficient TIME

Cold War Continueesssss..................

more than W.O.R.D.S.

crap....

曾经的曾经。。

Perhaps...

不要你了。。。。

!!!!Killer!!!!

每当想起。。。

多9余

2 categories of people

Criterias to be a Good BF

点算？

stil the same

Relationship . Memories??

我。。。

当我。。。。

还记得我 吗？

我 。自己的路

呐喊。。

变了

不能说的秘密

感谢。。。

in 2oo9......

*SpeCiaL GreEtiNgs*

Rain Rain Rain....

幻想~

090909

::Addictive::

JJMMCCSS

Fallin'

还记得我吗？

我。自己的路

SpeCiaL GreEtiNgs