我 。自己的路

毋著人地对鞋,
走人地条路;

要著自己既鞋,
行自己既路

做返自己；
活出自我；
寻找快乐!!

呐喊。。

外面在嘶吼 ；
心里却在呐喊。

狂想曲的另一面
狂野的背后；
并不复杂
其实它很平淡朴素
其实它只需要温馨暖意

虽外面在吼叫；

可心灵正凄泣。

为什么
为什么
为什么
不晓得

变了

人长大了
顾虑多了
想的也多了
问题多了
烦恼增加了
思想变成熟了
心灵也累了

想过叛逆
就是要唱反调
怎样?? o.O

能吗?
希望如此
难道就不能如愿以偿？

不知道
不想知道
也许该换换
也许也累了
厌了吧~
算了吧。。。。

不能说的秘密

今天，来说说一个故事

从前从前
有颗善良的心
为了喜欢的人
不顾一切地付出
不管旅程多远多麻烦别人
为了喜欢的人
做了许多许多
可是
换来的只是敷衍
善良的心被利用
无所谓，不计较
祈求她真心被珍惜过
可事实很明显
事实残酷地告诉她
善良的心只会被人利用
善良的心有如玻璃般
狠狠地被打碎了

善良的心下定决心
不再被欺负
不再被利用
不再受伤害

经过一段艰辛的路程
善良的心变聪明了

如今
善良的心很幸福
善良的心遇见了一个懂得珍惜
善良的心不再随意被欺负
善良的心心甘情愿的付出
为了她的爱人
尽管付出再多
也无怨无悔
为了爱她的人
善良的心已经学会了许多
懂得控制
懂得释放
懂得珍惜
善良的心有如心肝宝贝般
被爱护
被疼惜
被指引

善良的心
希望被守护
希望被保护
希望能够坚持
告诉我

善良的心
只愿。。不再
被出卖
被利用
被欺负

随着音乐的旋律
琴声的韵律
这故事
到此为止
就算再好奇
我想让它成为一个谜
不能说的秘密

感谢。。。

我知道
机会不是常常有
所以要懂得把握机会

听说
最幸福的事
幸福的是 -
庆幸遇到对的人
感到爱与被爱 ♥

那真实的拥抱
那实在的温柔
那肯定的眼神
无法替代...

所以
经历过的每一刻
甜酸苦辣
见证我的人生
添加色彩

不会忘记
虽然我有暂时性失忆症

争吵
带着关怀与愤怒
是为了彼此好
也是为了走更远的路



感谢 . 遇见
惜缘 . 惜福

in 2oo9......

in the past year 2oo9,

many things happened,
many things changed,
many decisions made,
many path has taken...

my 1st time working in an International company
my 1st time went for river rafting + mountain hiking
my 1st time experienced the reality and office war
my 1st time meeting someone special
my 1st time rearing a fish becz of sum1
my 1st time doing tings, which i regreted
my 1st time taking tings i shudnt take
my 1st time being sooo hardwroking studying in a semester becz of sum1
my 1st time meeting someone in my life who give me joy, hapiness, excitement, of cz sumtimes, sorrows too >.<
my 1st time doing C.R.A.Z.Y tings
my 1st time celebrating Birthdays hapily n surprised-ly
my 1st time dreaming n dreaming n dreaming
my 1st time driving in KL
my 1st time in Genting hapily
my 1st time i got such memories in Genting
my 1st time fell down on the road =="
my 1st time on vacation with intention
my 1st time being loved sooo much
my 1st time having 2 movies continuously
my 1st time to concert + fireworks
my 1st time countdown + fireworks
my 1st Xmas
my 1st time driving such a long n far journey with 1 reason
my 1st time recieve xmas gift
my 1st jacket
my 1st look-alike jacket
my 1st Faye Wong's album (book) as present
my 1st perfume as present
my 1st arguement
my 1st sense of touch & feel
my 1st time receive bday card + present
my 1st time attending friends 21st bday party
my 1st time recieving a letter
my 1st Ring
my 1st time sending sum1 to airport n cried
my 1st time meeting friends fr abroad
my 1st time hurting sum1 too
my 1st time choosing a difficult and different path
my 1st time commiting into sth different
my 1st time crying so many times in a short period
my 1st time missing my college life
my 1st time feeling upset n tired
my 1st time being so generous
my 1st time being sooo childish
my 1st time drinking on d beach
my 1st time making a decision and giving myself another chance
my 1st time - it works =)
my 1st time losing my HP =(
my 1st time being so secretive
my 1st time love to hug n be hugged sooo much
my 1st crystal fr mom
my 1st time face full with pimples ='(
my 1st time.............................
etc...

as told,
life is not a bed of roses;
we must cherish every moment,
and treat everyday a Special Day

in the coming year 2o1o,
i promise myself to become more mature, more understanding

i owes cherish every moment spent together
take every opportunity and take a step ahead
just dont wana lose my precious one
just dont wana waste time

Happy New Year 2o1o!!!

May beautiful moments owes be with me, with us in the year ahead,
may everyday is a hapi day,
Bless me; Bless Us; Bless Everyone =))

i wish to be in the beach, again... seriously~~