B.A.T.T.L.E.F.I.E.L.D.

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love and suddenly

It's like a battle-field

One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you don't

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no

These times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

a battlefield

a battlefield

Why does love always feel like....

Can't swallow our pride,

Neither of us wanna raise that flag

If we can't surrender

then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

battlefield

battlefield

Why does love always feel like...

You better go and get your armor

Get your armor

I guess you better go and get your armor

Get your armor

We could pretend that we are friends tonight

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

寄不出去的心声

打好的信息

就是寄不出去

不是不敢

只是不想引来麻烦

不想让人有错觉

有遐想

删除掉的信息

变成永远的秘密

Insufficient TIME

exactly 1 more week!!!!

every1 is asking me "are you excited???"

"nope...NOT YET.."

i've not even finish packing my stuff... im LAzy to do so...

the floor is scatered with my things.. gosh~~ !! -.-

gathering here and there with whom n whom,

makes my day busy!!

also i appreciate everytime we go out together! <3

stil got lots of ppl that i need to meet up before i fly~

phew~~ 

Time is NOT enough for me =(

Cold War Continueesssss..................

-Mad causes Tear . Cold War never Ends . Please RESPECT . Dignity - (ssl; lmc, 2010)

everybody have their own rights. 

everyone has their own mood. 

everyone has emotions.

everyone needs to be respected.

Mad causes tears. i cried because i was mad of you. you started the war and blaming me for being rude to you. it was just a SIMPLE LITTLE small case. i don und and will not understand why u will get mad over it, making a BIG fuss from it! i dint fight back cz i KNEW the circumstances for my fight, it will worsen the situation and i dont want it to happen either!

i was jz asking a simple question, a simple question to get ur opinion; what i get in d end? frustrated answer in a dissatisfying tone. -.- im a teenager adult not a kid, i know what to do and what to think. i ask u because im uncertain, else what for i ask for ur opinion?? i don need scoldings unnecessarily!

pls don relate things to unrelated ppl. i hate it wen you often relate to them for stupid issue/matters!! you dont want to respond, dont want to asnwer, thats fine with me, but pls don relate to others who's NOT INVOLVED in this war!! you ignored and dint answer once, twice, thrice - its more den enough!!

u shud noe my pattern n my temper, wen i bow to you, you better accept it. once, twice or maybe 3 times i will stil bow to you but after that sory i wouldnt do such things when i don get any respond from you. its over my limit! when i take a step back, make sure u accept it. as if u took a step back i will jz forget everything. btw, a new day is a new start for me..

you want to be harsh on me, fine - you'll get back the same from me. thats ME!! at d moment, i won say sory; perhaps tis is wat u're waiting for.. don care.. i wil keep on being nice n humble to u until u feel guilty..!!

pls respect others, as they are not involved in this, pls don be harsh on them, don ignore and giv NO response when people talk to you. you're NOT respecting me indirectly. people come bring you out, at least smile or chat abit as their my frens, stop showing black face. what did they did wrong?!

d most innocent - MrS ! what did MrS did wrong?? y u kept on ignoring and giving no response when ur answer is needed? -.-

u turn on the MUTE button since last nite until today, even wen thr's an outting. -.- im SPEECHLESS!!!!!!

its sorry to say that, both are degil.. tats why~
*wa mm si pai si nai*

thx to my lovely frens that they und d situation and bare with me i don wan tis to happen. Thanks =))

more than W.O.R.D.S.

i miss the Fireworks

i WANT to see it again

seriously i want to snap more pix with the Fireworks as background..

Moments are TOO few

Time are TOO little to spend

Memories are TOO less to be kept

..but..

 

what we've been thru

WORTH a million  dollars words

to share

to sing

 to recall

 

W.O.R.D.S. is just simply not enough

cz its just more than W.O.R.D.S.

~theHardestThing2say

ISsimplyGoodBye.....

::- Memories that i wish i could stop FREEZE the TiMe -::

Memories are History
I will Create Memories

crap....

15days, exactly 2 weeks.......

2 weeks time for me to spend with my family and friends, for those who wana meet, jz ring me =) 

2 weeks time and i'll be flying to another country. "a bunch of yellow monkeys are here; hooray here n there..."

2 weeks time and i'll start my last semester to complete my Degree. 

[Study mode = 0%]

in the past few weeks i was packing and preparing all my stuff before flying to UK..

Many people were asking me, How's ur mood now? Feeling excited? Happy loh can go overseas bla bla bla bla...

Frankly, im NOT as excited as expected. Im just busy preparing my stuff, and worrying this and that. Yea i worry alot. (-.-) Being an genuine Windows user, i still worry much; Being a normal girl, i still worry much....swt~

Just got my blood test + urine test + Xray done today. total is rm90 + rm25. Wait 3 days and collect report. MSL called me back this noon, telling me that my tickets are ready to be collected. Will collect in Penang, probly next week.

Items in Luggage : 40%  - 1 more pair of slippers, 1 more pair of heels will be just nice =)

I think i will miss home this time, as i wont usually. i seldom, RARELY miss home since the day i've stayed in KL 4yrs ago (since '06). I will miss my Wing, my family, my popo, my friends here in Msia.

Till then, im having complicated mixed feelings which makes me feel NOT so excited about this. But Who knows? We'll see how till the day comes. Will i cry?? yea i think so, in airport; probly in the plane too. LoL

That's all for my crap today. dont have much mood to write today, feeling Tired.

曾经的曾经。。

“当你有女朋友时，我曾经爱上你

曾经，那时的我 - 不介意做第三者”

我想起了XX 连续剧
也想起了《珊瑚海》

“当你没有女朋友时，我曾经徘徊着

 曾经，我常常想象彼此有没有未来

最后，你我都没结果”

我想起了XX 也是如此遭遇

“当我爱着你时，你却没顾虑我的感受

还在我面前做出什么样的举止

似乎在暗示着、在向我示威那样
我竟不曾怀疑你谎言
其实只是一派胡言

结果，你让我上了一堂课，

非常重要、值得记得值得学习的一堂课！

我再也不会。。。。。”

我想起了某某人

“就是那么一个小动作、小举动

让彼此有了默契、增加了彼此的关怀

曾经，我真的有想过我们。。。。。

你又知道多少呢?”

我很佩服你，你的胆量你的抉择，加油

祝你幸福快乐！^^
我想起了邻家的 女孩

“在不适当的时候喜欢上不适当的人

是多么的感叹又无奈

也许，兄妹是最适合我们吧！

曾经你我都豁出去，就是因为你的工作

我们也就。。。”

背景不一样、天时地利人和非常重要
我想起了你还欠我很多份礼物 (-.-)

“曾经的我，为了多见你一面

不惜等你多少个小时

后来，发现。。。。。”

我知道是时候醒过来了，别再做梦了
我想起了王菲
也想起了吴美洐

“你我虽不算长久

第一次的拥抱还是让我心醉

对不起我真的很狠，只因我是位杀手”

永远记得朱古力和可乐

“当你我情投意合的时候

就是少了那把火

彼此就这样擦肩而过

听见你的她时，心的确酸了”

学习到，要好好掌控天时和地利

你，最近好吗？
我想起了CS, fire in the hole!!

“爱上一个很烂的伙子

真的搞不懂为何选中你？！

曾经我多么期待着。。。。。

原来是个幼稚的思想家”

但愿你现在过得幸福，对她好一些
我想起了《天团》

“相信一见钟情还是日久生情？

虽然认识不久，却留下深深的[印]

经历的不算什么，却对你念念不忘

谢谢你当初的冷漠 好让我抽离你的世界

我 太冲动了”

瞧瞧大红花的模样吧
我想起了曾经躲进黑黑的山洞

“就是多看了你一眼

被你的魅力勾走我的灵魂

我们经历许多，遭遇十分相似

好好珍惜这份情”

现在的你，答应我 别累坏了，好好照顾身体

还记得我们的诺言吗？我在等你的报告 =))

《老鹰与风的故事》

我想起了那首歌

“虽然没有任何什么

可是你是唯一送我玫瑰花的那一个

以前的我们 多么无知 哈哈”

细心男孩 但愿你活得自在
我想起了超人！(0!0)

“一个思想太过成熟的人
不过自以为是而已

一个那么既激动又冲动的家伙

一个对我而言不会尊重他人的 人

一个言语不一致的人

你觉得会有怎样的结果？切！”

这是态度问题
想起了跑步机上的脆弱灵魂

“口口声声那么亲密

换来一句 我们就这样吧

电话也砍断了

好让我清楚一件事”

我已经很自私的判你死刑
想起了动听的Eyes On Me

这时我想起了会跳舞的蛋糕

也想起了四眼的大型摩托
最后也想起日本寿司

“帮你省钱都是为你好

想你时 不禁想起患难见真情

傻傻的你 偶尔有想起我吗？”

我想起了某某人
又想起了肥肥的棒棒糖

“看像木材

认识后变成冰屋 蛮搞笑的

不知不觉彼此成了好友

‘友达以上。。。’

谢谢你曾经帮我许多”

《老夫子与大番薯》

“。。。           。。。

。。。    。    。。

。。          。。  。。。。。     。。

这。位。艺术细胞丰富。。的。艺术家。。
不。高不矮。。不肥。不瘦。不长。。不短
很。喜。欢。耍武。术
倒没。什。么 。脾。气

拥 。有。别人。没有。。的。‘气质’。。
也许。所谓。的。糟。。到。令人。佩服。。？
。。哈。。”

好好。 。努。力。吧~
草。莓园。等。着。你。。
我。想起。了。黄黑。。先生 

《大苯飞象的故事》

。。。。。。。。。。

。。。  。。。”

曾经的     曾经

那么无知 那么幼稚 那么[傻]

如今 的傻瓜

过得 很好

好好珍惜

这一切得来不易

这条路并不是想象中艰难

很开心 很傻 拥有着酸甜苦辣

还有什么没有尝试的？  

现在。。。。。。

太想爱你了

Hold on to our Destiny..

最懂的人 最暖的 伴

你 是我的答案

我想起你了