T.i.M.E

lazy to blog. 

since i reach UK, i feel that im always have not enough time to do my personal things. i spend most of my time at other's hse - Eating (lunch & dinner), n discussing trips? Spend time on shopping for groceries, n oso for myself. During class intervals, i spend time walking and walking back to my hostel n back to uni for class. 

i feel that i wasted alot of time. Even, when i go online n fb, i found that i still missed out alot news and stuffs. Also, i dont find time for my drama on pps. My emails were bundled and unread mails are counted in *Thousands*!! Can you imagine that? sigh~~

LAst week went to Gentleman's Club, celebrate Vickie's Bday, last nite to Summer Party - and got myself so HOT.. lol (without alcohol... zzz)

well, after this blog, i will start my assignments. and its 11.26pm now. TOo late to start, time to bed in couple of hours tho.. sigh~~ Time is never ENough for me.

Start work, dudes... gambateh~

To be, or not to be; that is not the Question..

i don explain cz im used to NOT explaining.

i was just being nice and end up in some misunderstanding.

i was just being good n kind n abit slightly warm.

i was just seeking for acceptance; after what had happened.

perhaps i was just being busy body?

or i should not care too much?

Trust - is the KEY to every success

For what i am, i am myself.

冲凉房温热的水从花洒喷过我的脸

眼泪随着热水流向地狂飙

当时我也分不清是什么流过我的脸

只知道眼泪一样温热

不知道为什么

就是很顺便很冲动的流出来

清清楚楚的知道

原来。。。。。。。。

我并不坚强

我也有脆弱的时候

为什么

真的搞不懂

I AM NOT TOUGH ENOUGH TO PROTECT MYSELF

Relationship

what shud a guy do?

As a GUY....... you should :

1. Lets say u go out (to eat) 10 times, u should PAY >5times;
   remaining can let the girl do;
   and/or pay separately (not recommended)
   For Movies, i don think a gal should pay;
   once awhile is ok
   For transportation (bus fare/lrt fare/petrol/toll), the GUY does it everytime!
    
2. Never tell lies;
   even if u told one, better ADMIT and stop giving nonsense!
   dont hide the lie with ANOTHER lie!
   Forgiveness shall be granted when you admit and know you're wrong
   
   
3. Never break promises;
   even if you broke it, make sure u have a good explanation;
   else, DONT make EMPTY promises!
   
   
4. Share (almost) everything - work, and especially stress!
   if you don share your thought, BUT blame on your gal for NOT being considerate,
   this is BULLSHIT!!
   Share out your stress so that your gal could help to share your burden;
   if she couldnt, at least she could LISTEN!
   Dont blame when you NEVER share out!!
   
   
5. a Guy's responsibility is to let a Gal Rely on;
   you cannot expect your gal NOT to rely on you;
   i.e : do everything on her own
   If she CAN do everything on her own, and not depending on the GUY;
   WHAT FOR she has a boy friend??
   since she could make her own way, her own decision, everything her ownself,
   without the help or relying on the GUY,
   this is NONSENSE and better don have a boy friend!
   
6. a Guy TOLERATES with the gal;
   For me, its a guy's responsibility to tolerate MORE compared to a gal,
   its just a GUY thingy~~ gentlemanism
   
7. a GUY leads in the relationship;
   He should LEAD the gal and help to make decisions;
   not always asking the gal's decision;
   Suggest few options before asking her to make decisions
   
8. a GUY needs to be financially supportive;
   not only on his own expenses;
   but oso to support BOTH their expenses
   Personally i think that - if you're in a relationship,
   but with just a small amount of salary, you should work harder earn more $$ to support both of you
   and not always saying you don have much money etc..
   At least, try n be motivate to earn more for a better living!
   (i know some gals always spend alot, therefore the gal plays a part not to spend so much when there isnt sufficient for you to spend!!) sing muk dit...
   If im a GUY, i will definitely earn more for a better living!
   
9. To avoid misunderstandings, speak out your thoughts =)
   dont hide any things or put things at the bottom of your heart
   speak out and share your mind =)
   An understanding girlfriend will be glad if you do so :)

隐姓埋名的。。。。。。[你]

[你]并不简单
因为我也曾经做过[你]现在的所做的
[你]是默默在她背后守候她的人

[你]是不会让她知道你身份的人

[你]是不会透露你是谁

j即使她猜对了

[你]是曾经很喜欢她的人

或者曾经伤害她的人

又或是曾经是她很讨厌的人

不要在假虚伪了

不用在守候她了

因为她不值得[你 ]为她这样做

更不会理会[你]的感受

可是[你]只会

继续默默的守候

直到 醒 过来