reporting.....

since i came bac fr ipoh, i started the war with IDA individual assignment. -.- i was totally blank n dono whr to start for tis bloddy assignment. sigh~~~

19 July Sun
- start doing IDA : 30%
- enjoying my Cheesecake oso..haha.. thx man~~

Secret Recipe : Fine Quality Cakes


Choco Chese


Indulgence Cake

20 July Mon
-went to work at Bukit Jalil Stadium stratight after class

++ MU rawwwwssss~~~~~ ^^ wow! ++

21 July Tues
- continue with bloddy IDA
- rainy day - rush to GK with Brian, eat chendol in cold weather, syok!!
- do do do IDA : 58% (no time to Dream, as i used to be)

look at the sky, makes me calm n relax myself~~~

- taiwan sausage and fried chicken as dinner

- reach home at 1030pm - rest awhile, refresh and continue IDA
- do do do, work work work, key in key in key in....

陪我熬夜的跳跳虎+洋参茶

22 July Wed
- do until morning 9am++ : 75%
- tot to nap awhile before attending ES ttrl
- nia seng nap until 11am, late n din turn up for ES, UNintentionally -.- sory Mr Lim -.-
- went fo Moral test : studied 0%
- study abit 45mins before going into lect hall - self-proclaimed as "Open-Book Test" muahahahha~~
- went on quite gud cz i rmb those i studied + open book test mar.. XD
- went home after test to continue with IDA
- took a short nap til 6pm++ den dinner with Brian - continue again at 9pm++
- key in, do SQL, ammend tis and tat : 90%

terrible look of my table @@

23 July Thurs
- 930am : 98%
- went to college for printing - 1045am : 100%
- submit IDA!! finally~~~~ -.-

tats my schedule, TIGHT n PACKED schedule. @@ wana pengsan dy...

went to McD for lunch.. used our vouchers, so FOC..!! haha~

Happy Meal ^^

u noe, eventually, i slept thr... on the table... teruk man~~

went to tutorial, straight away sleep thr, my head is heavy, eyes can HARDly open, oh god~~~ @@ terrible terrible terrible, damn tired lk a bird... -.- well, at least i woke up on the last 1 hour, n trying my best to listen attentively.
went to lecture too, concentrated alot during lecture =) but in the end, cant stand anymore, even for the last half hour @@ went home n sleep at 5pm++ until today

as u can see, i slept for NOT MORE THAN 5hours since Tues til Thursday. den slept for 12 hours non stop till today @@


24 July Fri
- having my SWEET date with mr Chow
- accidentally woke up at 4am++ - aunty came visit me >.<
- watch drama until 9am++ and continue dating with mr Chow - accidentally ffk Chen Chen
sory har... @@
- up finally, at last, at 12noon++
- damn hungry, lunch with Meng Zai at pv3
- sunny hot weather...

just love to capture my shadow ;)

- back home after lunch n continue to have my break...

I NEED ENTERTAINMENT . I NEED A BREAK . SERIOUSLY

~lets have a KitKat~ LoL!!

finally......

18 JuLy went back KL. tog uncle KT's car. before he came to pick me, went to the wet market - Pasar Pinji market (兵如港巴刹) with my mom. went to buy some lime and leaves for some "special purpose".. -.- lol~~

it was a LONG LONG time since i last went to the market. i tink it'c ountable by Y.E.A.R.S.. haha XD well, the stalls never change. the fish stall stil thr, pork stall stil so dirty, the roti canai stall still selling yummy roti, the frog(田鸡) stall still thr, selling big fat froggies, surrounded by kids whose face are terrified. LOL~~ those vegetables stall, chicken stall, etc.. i still rmb their location. haha~

usually, my mom wouldn't know all these kinda god-ghost thingy, but tat nite, wen i mentioned and told her wat i went thru, wat i saw, and wat i felt ==" instantly, she found and thought of many ways to deal with it..lol~~ i was kinda touched cz she reli helped me ALOT. this n tat. wow~~ O.O she even bought me a pot of 'lime' to plant at KL house.. haha ^^

*thx mom!!*

back to our journey, went to Kampar to fetch dearest n beloved aunty Molly =) slept all the way. thn stop by Bidor eat wan ton mee =) later on, sleep in car again. -.- hot sunny weather.. tsk tsk tsk...

reached KL, back home and settle down. brought home many things. Brand's chicken essence, lime, leaves, aunty molly's tong sui..haha



tons n tons n tonssss of ASSignments awaiting upon my arrival @@ oh god, they MISS me lk hell. waiting for me to take care of them, waiting me to complete them in time @@ siao~~

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20 JuLy i was told that HE discharged from hosp today. u noe wat's the hospital's name? its called Ipoh Specialist Centre (ISC) aka 大白鲨.医院 haha... reason being is its vv vv vv dAMN expensive!!! tsk tsk tsk~~

Doc said HE's recovering vv fast. tho the time i went to visit him, his stomach was abit big due to suffering fr urinating. HE is resting at home now. condition consider stabled. need to motinor HIS tempreature, whether got fever anot, in case got infection *touchwood*

at the meantime, HE stil needs to go back to hosp for antibiotic jabs, 3 times a day. 8am, 4pm, 10pm.. siao man~ -.-

i feel GLAD after knowing HE has been discharged fr hosp, finally. phew~~ altho HE still needs to get back hosp for jabs, its much better than staying IN the hosp. no nice food, no nice bed to sleep, everything not nice.....-.-

yet, i feel sorry for HIM, cz sudd got tis kinda sickness..HE removed his gall bladder cz there are Gallstones.(胆生石) aiks... take care ya~ will PRAY HARD for u.... ^^

Love you, grandpa
Love you, mom

Glad~~~

17 July o9
went home today. i dint LoST my way today. lol.. reached Puduraya and was up the bus on time. NOT late today =)
while on the way home, i was hoping tat everything will be fine, and most of all, HE is fine.
slept thru the whole journey.
hrm, look at my watch, 3pm. look outside the window, hrm, the place looks familiar.. its Simpang Pulai Toll. Reached here quite fast this trip.

3.40pm - reached Medan Gopeng Station



waited to be fetched home.


still hungry, my stomach is playing Soft Jazz. haa!
went to hospital straight after my mom fetched me. went to see HIM.

room no: 883; go buy ToTo..muahaha XD

the doc is checking on HIM. chat awhile with HIM, HE was tired. later on, HE slept. HIS facial expression was we rid, HIM face was screwed up tgt, as if HE's suffering. HIS hand was shaking and moving, like pushing away the things.
after HE woke up, i asked HIM what had HE dreamt? HE said HE was happy, with his friends, yumcha-ing at the DimSum restaurant. lol~~ thank god.

HEwas out from ICU, and in single-bed ward now. Condition is stabilized. Not to worry much.

thanx for ALL the prayers. appreciated =)


im glad tat i went home to visit HIM. else, i will REGRET for my whole life!

here i CoMe

still in hospital. im, reli worry abt HIM, im scared.

i cried today. i cried while i was on the phone with HIM. HE sounds ok, not tat weak as i expect. >.< HE's blur blur and always thought tat HE's going to be discharged from the ward. once the phone was passed over to HIM, i started to shake so as my voice, shaking. while i talked with HIM, i controlled my tone, stabilize my shaking tone, so that HE wont worry.

tears roll down, to my cheeks. my eyes are red. i went back to class, don1 anybody to notice my RED eyes.. don1 anybody to notice i've cried.

i cant concentrate in class. i kept recalling the incident 2 yrs+ ago..

bought ticket back IPoH tmr 130pm.

assignments? bring back n do. since i've rushed my part. almost completed. left the tough ones. come bac n continueeeee...... -.-

they from Sgpore oso can fly back, why cant i? im so near. i don1 to let myself regret again..
i reli have bad feelings.

im tired. im reli reli tired...... @@

well, get well soon!!
im coming back!!
pray hard =)
miss u n love you

why???

suddenly i was told tat HE admitted to the hospital.
suddenly HE had gastric the day before.
suddenly i was asked, when will i go HOME?

all of a sudden, BAD NEWS comes to me!

why im not being informed earlier?
why it is I, being to know things LAST?
why? (dont ask me why)

im super busy with LOADS of assignments now,
this week gotta submit 1 report, 1 presentation
nex week gotta submit 2 assignments, 1 presentation
nex nex week MORE!

i reli wana go HOME, to visit HIM
go HOME before it is too late
i have a bad feeling, which i dont want to make myself regret
i experienced once, 2 years ago
i was vv regret after since...

til now i still cant forgive myself for wat i've done
for how i treated HER
for how stupid n childish i WAS

im S O R R Y

i hope to go HOME tis week,
i wish to see HIM
i pray that NO complications occurred

HE was sent to ICU today
due to low heart rate and low blood pressure >.<

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MAY GOD BLESS HIM
GET WELL SOON
RECOVER SOON
TAKE GOOD CARE
I WILL BE BACK!!!

im Sorry.....

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last nite, i had a nitemare
i dont know whether its ONLY nitemare, or its TRUE??

in the middle of the nite
i saw a RED color lady figure,
wearing Japanese costume
'standing' nex to my roommate

i blinked once
i blinked twice
still there..
i blinked 3rd time
my god, GONE!!
'it' disappear!!
i closed my eye
i can FEEL 'it's coming towards me
nearer and nearer
goshh~~~

my mouth is opened
but i couldnt shout out a thing!
i couldnt move abit
i cant reli breathe
i heard noises

i prayed and fall asleep at last....
what the....???!!!?!!!

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went to temple and get the 符
at least,
i feel PEACE of MIND

why me???

日夜颠倒

不知不觉
又到了凌晨
本应约好了周爷爷倾心事
看来只好放他老人家飞机吧

还是离不开桌面
一堆堆assignments
还是离不开电脑
一集集连续剧

可我不可怪人
因为是自己招来的


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难怪我妈整天牢牢骚骚 说:
晚上叫你睡又不甘愿去睡
早上叫你醒又不甘愿起来
你们真是难服侍！

哈哈！
是真的！我和弟妹们都是酱

刚刚又听见弟妹被骂
突然有点怀念妈的声音
牢牢骚骚在耳边
像蚊子蜜蜂 i-ong, e-ong, i-ing......
挺烦的
吹这个吹那个

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放学回来一整天时间
都不愿去做该做的功课
等等等等
等到深夜
才提起精神奋斗

天啊！ 这是什么歪理？

为何要熬夜？
明明都有足够、甚至多余的时间啊？
明明我可以早睡早起
唉.....
自食其果
自己承受吧！

无可否认
我可真的到了深夜
才有mood做功课
才发奋
才来开夜车

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日夜颠倒的生活
难道学生生涯就是这样吗?
难道学生就不能早睡早起?
难道学生的时间就不够用?

全都是自己招来的
别赖在别人头上

继续我的功课吧
别再浪费时间吧


我就快疯了~~~~~~

无言

最近不懂怎么的
就是不能
就是不可以
就是不想

就是很难融入那世界
不尊的口碑
无聊的话题
幼稚的思想

不懂怎么
不想听
不想问
不想理

他们在想什么
说什么
吹什么

皆因：
实在太废
实在太无聊
实在太不成熟

不懂是我在变
向前跨了一步
还是他们没变
在那儿原地不动?

无奈的是
我有心无力
不能做什么

试问
可以成熟一点吗？
可以体谅一点吗？
可以不要让我瞧不起吗？

就那么一点点
一点点、足以让我改观

*摇头*


失望 . 物以类聚 . 我 . 无言

let me breath

argghh....
its fucking boring with this shit!! -.-
assignments assignments assignments and assignments....
im gonna gone crazy!! -.-

恨不得大喊一场
恨不得大叫一遍
恨不得........

and the thing is, im still sitting here
let time pass, an hour by hour..
searching for info,
watching drama,
MSN-ing
FaceBook-ing
Eating,
Dreaming,
Searching info
..........



hey hey!! what are u doing man!!

please concentrate GAL!!!!! -.-




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when im stressed, i stretch out and,
i look at my H01
i stick my head on the glass
i play with him
my mind swim with him,
gracefully, peacefully, beautifully......











well, continue with my boring assignmentss.....



::finish bla-ing . 发泄完毕::