the Wrong Bus

ever heard of the Story of Bus?

it actually started like this:

life is like taking a bus ride, people come up and goes down. you will never know who will be your driver, who will be sitting next to you, and who will be standing beside you.

you will meet many passengers along the journey, 

some will stay beside you till the end of journey;

some will leave you on the next stop.

you will never know who are the one who accompanies you along the journey, until they leave the bus and hop off. 

you will never know who are the one that goes down and leave the journey.

you will never either know where does the bus go, it might lead you to the wrong station, going the wrong path.

also, you have to stop the bus and go down if you see there is Dead end ahead.

which to hold on to?

which to be given up?

Sometimes, we will take the wrong bus, with a wrong path, and we suffer alot due to traffic jam, or accidents;

sometimes, we will stop at the wrong bus stop, leaving the bus and start another journey, where we might left out something on the bus or missed out something once we get off the bus.

Question: Would you rather take the wrong bus, or Stop at the wrong bus stop?

for me, i will rather take the wrong bus, as i will gain experience and there are chances that along the wrong path, there will be nice moments, despite there are also sad cases happening. i wont choose to stop at the wrong bus stop because i knew when something is being left out, it will leave you forever. i rather hold on to it and dont miss a thing, because once things are gone, it will be GONE forever..! when the damage has been done, there is no U-turn.. and i dont wana regret for that..

and what more? only those who walk by their own pace will get to enjoy the scenery till the max satisfaction. no matter what, the beautiful scenery will be viewed at own perspective and gained most satisfactory, cause it is seen through the heart and soul, with a peaceful mind. also, most scenery are best to be kept in the heart cause when you walked by, you cant catch a pic of it.. treasure and appreciate every step =)

Moral of the story: choose to leave the bus or take the wrong route? be determine. although the bus went wrong way, but take your time to observe and learn something, you might never know there might be a beautiful scenery along the wrong path. experiences are gained through mistakes. so, choose wisely on which bus to hop on! cheers, =)

the Look of LoV3

The Look of Lov3,

is in your eyes

The Look your Heart cant disguise

The Look of Lov3,

is saying so much more than words could ever say

and what my heart has heard

well it takes my breath away

i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to love you

now that i have found YOU

You've got the look of Lov3

it's on your face

a look that time cant erase

Be mine tonight

let this be just the start

of so many nights like this

let's take a lover's wow

and then seal it with a kiss

 i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to love you

now that i have found you

Dont ever GO

i can hardly wait to hold you

feel my arms around you

how long i have waited

waited just to Lov3 you

now that i have found YOU

Dont ever GO

dont ever go

I Lov3 you So....

回忆

听说

照片是让人好好记得当时的情景

是回忆的痕迹

我说

美好的回忆有时不需要痕迹

只需要一颗真心去锁着

游过了许多国家

留下了许多足迹

拍下了许多照片

掉了许多眼泪

收藏了许多回忆

美好的

伤心的

心痛的

失望的

刺激的

开心的

温暖的

亲密的

生疏的

历历在目

不需要什么

不过

遗憾的是

剩下的照片

真的不多

2 more days ^^

Final Countdown

cant wait to meet all of you

bring you guys to all the places in Ipoh to tatse the famous food..wow~~ its really tempting me now and making me hungry in the middle of the nite

for those who cant come,

its okay i understand it

for those who came,

i hope you guys will enjoy the food and the party~

Let's Party!! ^^

jetlag??

6:37am - its time to sleep now. i should be sleeping now, wondering what are my dreams?

Jet-lag is not an excuse, im damn fking tired now, just that im reluctant to go to bed. lol~

i just got back from London - Abu Dhabi (transit for 2 hours) - Kuala Lumpur - Ipoh

before that i went to Europe with my classmates and so-called "bagpack" to Spain and Portugal, and back to London again.

well, many things happened during this trip. Happy, sad, frowned, stress, disappointment, love, appreciation, sicked, gratitude, truth, faith, anger, pissed off, ugliness, sweet, bitter, tired, surprises, sour, etc..

enjoyed? well, i guess not really.

i was sicked and suffered for 1 week in Europe. but then, i see truth, trust, love and faith.

things keep changing and keep coming on and on. its never ending.

i saw the ugliness of mankind; yet i saw the love and faith from a true heart.

disappointments is like a snowball, rolling and rolling, bigger and bigger;

seriously i D.O.N.T. like this feeling. i HATE disappointments, especially from close ones; but it kept on annoy me and i just couldnt help it.

i couldnt help to make the situation better; but what i did was NOT to make the situation worsen. but.. it didnt really went well.

im NOT an optimistic person, i can be quite negative sometimes though. but i've learnt that its no use to be sad over something that is not worth your tears.

"Never cry over someone/something that doesnt worth your tears"

and im trying to be Positive. i know its for my own good. i know i shouldnt always recall the past, especially the ones that hurt you. but i couldnt help it, unless not until i find out the truth, and understand why people do so?

well, i guess i wont be able to have the answer until the problems are discussed.

to keep on reminding myself to be positive, and to love the ones who love me, to enjoy my life, to stay happy always, to be happy for people who wants me to be happy, and to stop thinking negatively.

the good news is that, through all these things happening since the past 1 month, my experiences are value added, learnt and faced new things. its seriously a LESSON of life!

Life is Never a bed of roses, i know.

till then, its 7.11am now

and im suppose to go to bed, yeah - to go to dreamland

love you sorry and THANK YOU

H:A:T:R:E:D:

hate the people

hate the weather

hate the attitude

hate the mood

hate the tiredness

hate the eyes

hate the keyboard

hate the feeling

hate the way it is

hate everthing

Hatred is growing stronger n stronger in me day by day

am damn pissed off with this feeling

fuck off plzzzz

Philosophies in Life (紫韵菲，2010)

我为人人；人人为我
人善人欺；天不欺
有係有既，稀有个有嘛。。

唔该，嘠下咩年代啊？

有时自己唔争取机会

就会眼白白睇住佢飘走

到时喊都无眼泪

the more you're angry,
the merrier i am!! hahahah -.- fuck!!
im such a weird creature
Human are never normal though

当你情绪非常极端非常专注的时候

(非常非常生气\伤心\开心)

哪怕再大的雨

再猛地风

再冷的天气

都不足为谋

障碍不了前进的路

厉害吧？

硬颈之余，冷血

stitch x gagaga

 another thing to announce!!

i've got a STITCH pillow!!

woohoo~~~

picha on d way~~

stay tuned...~

lalalallala XD

nx i'll find gagaga ;P

yeah!!!

yippiee!!!

inception

finally im FREE!!

yeah... FREE from assignments!!

but there's still 1 more presentation & 1 self-review to be done yet!!

hmm, will get it done soon!!

long time din blog,

alot of things happened lately!!

ups and downs,

emotions are playing me;

and im playing with fire & wind! haha...

jz saw Inception today..

alot of positive feedbacks from alot of ppl,

finally went to watch this today!!

5 of us in a row,

1 on my right

2 or 3 behind us..

total of 8-9ppl in a cinema.. haha.. cool~~

this reminded me of 1 movie we watched in Kepong, during midnite，

less than 10 ppl in cinema, 6 chinese and the rest are indians...!!

well， back to Inception... the use of dream to implant an Idea..

"exploring the idea of people sharing a dream space — entering a dream space and sharing a dream. That gives you the ability to access somebody’s unconscious mind. What would that be used and abused for?"

Leonardo gain weight..!! haha

Ellen Page is nice n pretty gorgeous =)

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is soo cute n smart looking, trendy..wooow!

and lastly,

Tom Hardy.. is soooo MAN!!! <3 <3

well, this movie is exciting and very interesting, although u might get abit blur...

i wont recommend it to all, unless u like to screw ur brain to understand it! haha..

the plots are abit confusing, but i like this type of movies...

dont watch it if you dont like 'thinking' movies..

i like the top (totem) which Leonardo always carries with him~

rating: 4/5

enjoy the movie ^^

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Lean oN....

a shoulder to lean on

when you are crying

a reliable place to rest on

when you are tired

a helpful hand to reach on

when you need help

a comfortable place to lay on

when you are stressed

a sweet hearty breakfast to cheer on

when you are hungry

a warm touching fluffy to hug on

when you are sad and frustrated

I've found you...

Stressed-dessertS

Stress Stress Stress

Tick tock Tick tock time is tocking away

a handful of Walkers accompanied me while im doing my stuff

i should be doing my assignments searching for statistics

but im youtubing and lufing

critical thinking is the point

which i dont reli have it

the sky is turning dark

weather is getting colder and colder

the rain finally ran away~~

...

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its time now, NOW

Time to Start.. 

Late, but better than Last Minute.. bullshit~

Gonna Move soon,

where the Nitemare begins?

hopefully NOT!!   seriously.....

Stress are driving all my motivation and inspiration !! A.W.A.Y.!!

=Go AWAY=

i dont wana be Stressed, i want Desserts !!

改变 CHANGE...........

改变了

人。。
随着时间而改变
随着环境而改变

习惯改变
品味改变
喜好改变
性格改变

朋友也变了
多了
少了
忘了

人离去了
感情不在了
剩下的
只有那没完没了的

空壳

 

变质了的感情，该不该继续留下呢？

（留下当回忆？）
（留下当作不曾失去？）
（留下直到离弃？）

没有变质的感情
才是真正陪你到最后的
才是最真挚的
才是最可贵最珍贵的

这。。。谈何容易？？

模糊的视线
你看到了么？

曾经付出的
说不要什么回报
是 骗你的

请不要忘本
请感激所做的所付出的
已足够了

只怪你我看见另一片天空

庆幸的是
遇见 你、你、你、你、你和 你
谢谢


你。改变了
他。改变了
我。也 改变了

盛开后
又会是怎样的一片天空呢？

只想赖着你

习惯

喜欢

享受

靠在你肩膀

投入你怀抱

慢慢的入睡

苯笨。贝贝

T.i.M.E

lazy to blog. 

since i reach UK, i feel that im always have not enough time to do my personal things. i spend most of my time at other's hse - Eating (lunch & dinner), n discussing trips? Spend time on shopping for groceries, n oso for myself. During class intervals, i spend time walking and walking back to my hostel n back to uni for class. 

i feel that i wasted alot of time. Even, when i go online n fb, i found that i still missed out alot news and stuffs. Also, i dont find time for my drama on pps. My emails were bundled and unread mails are counted in *Thousands*!! Can you imagine that? sigh~~

LAst week went to Gentleman's Club, celebrate Vickie's Bday, last nite to Summer Party - and got myself so HOT.. lol (without alcohol... zzz)

well, after this blog, i will start my assignments. and its 11.26pm now. TOo late to start, time to bed in couple of hours tho.. sigh~~ Time is never ENough for me.

Start work, dudes... gambateh~

To be, or not to be; that is not the Question..

i don explain cz im used to NOT explaining.

i was just being nice and end up in some misunderstanding.

i was just being good n kind n abit slightly warm.

i was just seeking for acceptance; after what had happened.

perhaps i was just being busy body?

or i should not care too much?

Trust - is the KEY to every success

For what i am, i am myself.

冲凉房温热的水从花洒喷过我的脸

眼泪随着热水流向地狂飙

当时我也分不清是什么流过我的脸

只知道眼泪一样温热

不知道为什么

就是很顺便很冲动的流出来

清清楚楚的知道

原来。。。。。。。。

我并不坚强

我也有脆弱的时候

为什么

真的搞不懂

I AM NOT TOUGH ENOUGH TO PROTECT MYSELF

Relationship

what shud a guy do?

As a GUY....... you should :

1. Lets say u go out (to eat) 10 times, u should PAY >5times;
   remaining can let the girl do;
   and/or pay separately (not recommended)
   For Movies, i don think a gal should pay;
   once awhile is ok
   For transportation (bus fare/lrt fare/petrol/toll), the GUY does it everytime!
    
2. Never tell lies;
   even if u told one, better ADMIT and stop giving nonsense!
   dont hide the lie with ANOTHER lie!
   Forgiveness shall be granted when you admit and know you're wrong
   
   
3. Never break promises;
   even if you broke it, make sure u have a good explanation;
   else, DONT make EMPTY promises!
   
   
4. Share (almost) everything - work, and especially stress!
   if you don share your thought, BUT blame on your gal for NOT being considerate,
   this is BULLSHIT!!
   Share out your stress so that your gal could help to share your burden;
   if she couldnt, at least she could LISTEN!
   Dont blame when you NEVER share out!!
   
   
5. a Guy's responsibility is to let a Gal Rely on;
   you cannot expect your gal NOT to rely on you;
   i.e : do everything on her own
   If she CAN do everything on her own, and not depending on the GUY;
   WHAT FOR she has a boy friend??
   since she could make her own way, her own decision, everything her ownself,
   without the help or relying on the GUY,
   this is NONSENSE and better don have a boy friend!
   
6. a Guy TOLERATES with the gal;
   For me, its a guy's responsibility to tolerate MORE compared to a gal,
   its just a GUY thingy~~ gentlemanism
   
7. a GUY leads in the relationship;
   He should LEAD the gal and help to make decisions;
   not always asking the gal's decision;
   Suggest few options before asking her to make decisions
   
8. a GUY needs to be financially supportive;
   not only on his own expenses;
   but oso to support BOTH their expenses
   Personally i think that - if you're in a relationship,
   but with just a small amount of salary, you should work harder earn more $$ to support both of you
   and not always saying you don have much money etc..
   At least, try n be motivate to earn more for a better living!
   (i know some gals always spend alot, therefore the gal plays a part not to spend so much when there isnt sufficient for you to spend!!) sing muk dit...
   If im a GUY, i will definitely earn more for a better living!
   
9. To avoid misunderstandings, speak out your thoughts =)
   dont hide any things or put things at the bottom of your heart
   speak out and share your mind =)
   An understanding girlfriend will be glad if you do so :)

隐姓埋名的。。。。。。[你]

[你]并不简单
因为我也曾经做过[你]现在的所做的
[你]是默默在她背后守候她的人

[你]是不会让她知道你身份的人

[你]是不会透露你是谁

j即使她猜对了

[你]是曾经很喜欢她的人

或者曾经伤害她的人

又或是曾经是她很讨厌的人

不要在假虚伪了

不用在守候她了

因为她不值得[你 ]为她这样做

更不会理会[你]的感受

可是[你]只会

继续默默的守候

直到 醒 过来

B.A.T.T.L.E.F.I.E.L.D.

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love and suddenly

It's like a battle-field

One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you don't

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no

These times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

a battlefield

a battlefield

Why does love always feel like....

Can't swallow our pride,

Neither of us wanna raise that flag

If we can't surrender

then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...

a battlefield

battlefield

battlefield

Why does love always feel like...

You better go and get your armor

Get your armor

I guess you better go and get your armor

Get your armor

We could pretend that we are friends tonight

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

I never meant to start a war

Don't even know What we're fighting for

寄不出去的心声

打好的信息

就是寄不出去

不是不敢

只是不想引来麻烦

不想让人有错觉

有遐想

删除掉的信息

变成永远的秘密

Insufficient TIME

exactly 1 more week!!!!

every1 is asking me "are you excited???"

"nope...NOT YET.."

i've not even finish packing my stuff... im LAzy to do so...

the floor is scatered with my things.. gosh~~ !! -.-

gathering here and there with whom n whom,

makes my day busy!!

also i appreciate everytime we go out together! <3

stil got lots of ppl that i need to meet up before i fly~

phew~~ 

Time is NOT enough for me =(

Cold War Continueesssss..................

-Mad causes Tear . Cold War never Ends . Please RESPECT . Dignity - (ssl; lmc, 2010)

everybody have their own rights. 

everyone has their own mood. 

everyone has emotions.

everyone needs to be respected.

Mad causes tears. i cried because i was mad of you. you started the war and blaming me for being rude to you. it was just a SIMPLE LITTLE small case. i don und and will not understand why u will get mad over it, making a BIG fuss from it! i dint fight back cz i KNEW the circumstances for my fight, it will worsen the situation and i dont want it to happen either!

i was jz asking a simple question, a simple question to get ur opinion; what i get in d end? frustrated answer in a dissatisfying tone. -.- im a teenager adult not a kid, i know what to do and what to think. i ask u because im uncertain, else what for i ask for ur opinion?? i don need scoldings unnecessarily!

pls don relate things to unrelated ppl. i hate it wen you often relate to them for stupid issue/matters!! you dont want to respond, dont want to asnwer, thats fine with me, but pls don relate to others who's NOT INVOLVED in this war!! you ignored and dint answer once, twice, thrice - its more den enough!!

u shud noe my pattern n my temper, wen i bow to you, you better accept it. once, twice or maybe 3 times i will stil bow to you but after that sory i wouldnt do such things when i don get any respond from you. its over my limit! when i take a step back, make sure u accept it. as if u took a step back i will jz forget everything. btw, a new day is a new start for me..

you want to be harsh on me, fine - you'll get back the same from me. thats ME!! at d moment, i won say sory; perhaps tis is wat u're waiting for.. don care.. i wil keep on being nice n humble to u until u feel guilty..!!

pls respect others, as they are not involved in this, pls don be harsh on them, don ignore and giv NO response when people talk to you. you're NOT respecting me indirectly. people come bring you out, at least smile or chat abit as their my frens, stop showing black face. what did they did wrong?!

d most innocent - MrS ! what did MrS did wrong?? y u kept on ignoring and giving no response when ur answer is needed? -.-

u turn on the MUTE button since last nite until today, even wen thr's an outting. -.- im SPEECHLESS!!!!!!

its sorry to say that, both are degil.. tats why~
*wa mm si pai si nai*

thx to my lovely frens that they und d situation and bare with me i don wan tis to happen. Thanks =))

more than W.O.R.D.S.

i miss the Fireworks

i WANT to see it again

seriously i want to snap more pix with the Fireworks as background..

Moments are TOO few

Time are TOO little to spend

Memories are TOO less to be kept

..but..

 

what we've been thru

WORTH a million  dollars words

to share

to sing

 to recall

 

W.O.R.D.S. is just simply not enough

cz its just more than W.O.R.D.S.

~theHardestThing2say

ISsimplyGoodBye.....

::- Memories that i wish i could stop FREEZE the TiMe -::

Memories are History
I will Create Memories

crap....

15days, exactly 2 weeks.......

2 weeks time for me to spend with my family and friends, for those who wana meet, jz ring me =) 

2 weeks time and i'll be flying to another country. "a bunch of yellow monkeys are here; hooray here n there..."

2 weeks time and i'll start my last semester to complete my Degree. 

[Study mode = 0%]

in the past few weeks i was packing and preparing all my stuff before flying to UK..

Many people were asking me, How's ur mood now? Feeling excited? Happy loh can go overseas bla bla bla bla...

Frankly, im NOT as excited as expected. Im just busy preparing my stuff, and worrying this and that. Yea i worry alot. (-.-) Being an genuine Windows user, i still worry much; Being a normal girl, i still worry much....swt~

Just got my blood test + urine test + Xray done today. total is rm90 + rm25. Wait 3 days and collect report. MSL called me back this noon, telling me that my tickets are ready to be collected. Will collect in Penang, probly next week.

Items in Luggage : 40%  - 1 more pair of slippers, 1 more pair of heels will be just nice =)

I think i will miss home this time, as i wont usually. i seldom, RARELY miss home since the day i've stayed in KL 4yrs ago (since '06). I will miss my Wing, my family, my popo, my friends here in Msia.

Till then, im having complicated mixed feelings which makes me feel NOT so excited about this. But Who knows? We'll see how till the day comes. Will i cry?? yea i think so, in airport; probly in the plane too. LoL

That's all for my crap today. dont have much mood to write today, feeling Tired.

曾经的曾经。。

“当你有女朋友时，我曾经爱上你

曾经，那时的我 - 不介意做第三者”

我想起了XX 连续剧
也想起了《珊瑚海》

“当你没有女朋友时，我曾经徘徊着

 曾经，我常常想象彼此有没有未来

最后，你我都没结果”

我想起了XX 也是如此遭遇

“当我爱着你时，你却没顾虑我的感受

还在我面前做出什么样的举止

似乎在暗示着、在向我示威那样
我竟不曾怀疑你谎言
其实只是一派胡言

结果，你让我上了一堂课，

非常重要、值得记得值得学习的一堂课！

我再也不会。。。。。”

我想起了某某人

“就是那么一个小动作、小举动

让彼此有了默契、增加了彼此的关怀

曾经，我真的有想过我们。。。。。

你又知道多少呢?”

我很佩服你，你的胆量你的抉择，加油

祝你幸福快乐！^^
我想起了邻家的 女孩

“在不适当的时候喜欢上不适当的人

是多么的感叹又无奈

也许，兄妹是最适合我们吧！

曾经你我都豁出去，就是因为你的工作

我们也就。。。”

背景不一样、天时地利人和非常重要
我想起了你还欠我很多份礼物 (-.-)

“曾经的我，为了多见你一面

不惜等你多少个小时

后来，发现。。。。。”

我知道是时候醒过来了，别再做梦了
我想起了王菲
也想起了吴美洐

“你我虽不算长久

第一次的拥抱还是让我心醉

对不起我真的很狠，只因我是位杀手”

永远记得朱古力和可乐

“当你我情投意合的时候

就是少了那把火

彼此就这样擦肩而过

听见你的她时，心的确酸了”

学习到，要好好掌控天时和地利

你，最近好吗？
我想起了CS, fire in the hole!!

“爱上一个很烂的伙子

真的搞不懂为何选中你？！

曾经我多么期待着。。。。。

原来是个幼稚的思想家”

但愿你现在过得幸福，对她好一些
我想起了《天团》

“相信一见钟情还是日久生情？

虽然认识不久，却留下深深的[印]

经历的不算什么，却对你念念不忘

谢谢你当初的冷漠 好让我抽离你的世界

我 太冲动了”

瞧瞧大红花的模样吧
我想起了曾经躲进黑黑的山洞

“就是多看了你一眼

被你的魅力勾走我的灵魂

我们经历许多，遭遇十分相似

好好珍惜这份情”

现在的你，答应我 别累坏了，好好照顾身体

还记得我们的诺言吗？我在等你的报告 =))

《老鹰与风的故事》

我想起了那首歌

“虽然没有任何什么

可是你是唯一送我玫瑰花的那一个

以前的我们 多么无知 哈哈”

细心男孩 但愿你活得自在
我想起了超人！(0!0)

“一个思想太过成熟的人
不过自以为是而已

一个那么既激动又冲动的家伙

一个对我而言不会尊重他人的 人

一个言语不一致的人

你觉得会有怎样的结果？切！”

这是态度问题
想起了跑步机上的脆弱灵魂

“口口声声那么亲密

换来一句 我们就这样吧

电话也砍断了

好让我清楚一件事”

我已经很自私的判你死刑
想起了动听的Eyes On Me

这时我想起了会跳舞的蛋糕

也想起了四眼的大型摩托
最后也想起日本寿司

“帮你省钱都是为你好

想你时 不禁想起患难见真情

傻傻的你 偶尔有想起我吗？”

我想起了某某人
又想起了肥肥的棒棒糖

“看像木材

认识后变成冰屋 蛮搞笑的

不知不觉彼此成了好友

‘友达以上。。。’

谢谢你曾经帮我许多”

《老夫子与大番薯》

“。。。           。。。

。。。    。    。。

。。          。。  。。。。。     。。

这。位。艺术细胞丰富。。的。艺术家。。
不。高不矮。。不肥。不瘦。不长。。不短
很。喜。欢。耍武。术
倒没。什。么 。脾。气

拥 。有。别人。没有。。的。‘气质’。。
也许。所谓。的。糟。。到。令人。佩服。。？
。。哈。。”

好好。 。努。力。吧~
草。莓园。等。着。你。。
我。想起。了。黄黑。。先生 

《大苯飞象的故事》

。。。。。。。。。。

。。。  。。。”

曾经的     曾经

那么无知 那么幼稚 那么[傻]

如今 的傻瓜

过得 很好

好好珍惜

这一切得来不易

这条路并不是想象中艰难

很开心 很傻 拥有着酸甜苦辣

还有什么没有尝试的？  

现在。。。。。。

太想爱你了

Hold on to our Destiny..

最懂的人 最暖的 伴

你 是我的答案

我想起你了

Perhaps...

Perhaps, im not the Perfect one

Perhaps, im the BAD one

Perhaps, im just the ODD one

Perhaps, im just a FOOL

Perhaps, im FOOLISH enough

Perhaps, im NOT totally ready into this

Perhaps, im just not the ONE

Perhaps, im just hunting for more

Perhaps, im drowning

Perhaps, im dreaming again

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.....................

不要你了。。。。

曾经以为

失去你 并不是一件非常可怕的事

结果 发现

失去你 并不是什么问题

只不过

晚上很难入眠

   因为习惯

   有你在旁当我的抱枕

   有你的手当我的枕头

   有你的体温 - 温暖我心窝

   有你的气息 - 让我感觉温馨

  

想你的时候

不知不觉会落泪

想起时

会心痛

会心疼

好笑又好气

真矛盾

人生本来就是矛盾嘛。。

因此

从此也再不敢失去了。。

再也不敢失去我笨笨的抱枕了

所以

我决定

带你飞去英国

陪我渡过我

最后一次

学生生涯！！！！

  
    

!!!!Killer!!!!

As we know, the weather recently is going crazy!!

China is snowing now, Asia is experiencing extremely HOT and timid weather, what more on other parts of the world??? Snowing in the unusual season? Raining during sunny days? Getting hotter and hotter and hotter which is unusual?? etc........

2012 is coming!! Although there arent sufficient information/evidence/philosophies to PROVE that it is the End of the World, but don't UnderEstimate what the world is!! Never UnderEstimate the changes of Nature!!

Since young, during primary/secondary schooling days, i've heard about "the End of the World" / "世界末日". At that age, i dont really know nor fear about this day coming as I wasnt really worry about it.

Till the disaster yet heart-aching Movie <2012> has launched and hit high rankings for the Top10 Movies of the Year, many people watched, many people discussed, many of us are wondering - Is It T.R.U.E.???? Will this day come??

Now, i'm old enough to think to judge and to feel the fear in me, awaiting this date - where everything comes to an END!!! Of cz i will miss my loved ones, my family and dear friends.in 2012, im only 23 years old, and its the END!! (no need to grow old.. lol~) Well, what can we do if the day does COME??? What can i do from stopping it??

What will you do?

Sit and wait?

Spend all your money?

Say I LOVE YOU to your loved ones?

Cry and Cry and do nothing?

Carry on with life and live happily?

Be Positive and think how to stop this?

What will humans think?

Regret for what they'd done to Mother Earth?

Yes? No?

YES!!

Personally, i felt that the climate has changed alot, compared to previos years, or compared to the weather since i was born 21 years ago. It became hotter and hotter and hotter, timid and we get flu/sore throat easily. My body is heaty. I started to sweat even i just had a cooling shower!! What the heck??!! Previously, night time should be cooling accmpanied by the breeze, NOW - it is HOT, HOT and HOT!!! The sun is too hot in the Day, unlike previous years. Sometimes i cant breathe in a hot weather!

There are alot of symptoms showing us the Danger of it, i called it "WARNINGS"!!! These WARNINGS from our Mother Nature as such - Tsunami, EarthQuake everywhere, Volcanos, Snowing in the Wrong season, Dolphin stampede (somebody uploaded it in YouTube), animals fighting humans (tamed elephants chasing and harming humans) etc etc etc..... All these DISASTERS i called them WARNINGS from Mother NAture, from the God, or from whoever that wanted to WARN us  HUMAN!!!!

Human beings are gifted to be smart and being innovative yet Creative. Humans are born intelligent compared to other living mamals aka animals, we named it. BUT, HUMANS are trying to be TOO SMART!!

Humans are too smart to invent new technologies to help and bring convineinces into their living lifestyle, YET the consequences are - they destroy the world, Lack of petrol, running out of minerals, blasting mountains to get marble stones/cement, unrecyclable plastic bags, pollutions, global warming, destroy of the Ozone layer, increasing of heat, decreasing of the Greens in our envireonment etc....

Humans are too smart to eat!! End up?? extinction of sharks due to shark's fin, extinction of tigers/elephants/ due to the hunger of hunting their skins and tusks as decoration, killing whales, killing sealions, cruelty to dogs/cats/etc just to satisfy the hunger for their meat etc....... Humans destroyed the chain of food and the life cycle in the environment!

Hey C'mon!!! 

Humans wont die of hunger without eating shark's fin!!?

House decos wont be any nicer with the tiger's skin?!!

Humans wont die if there is NO such thing as PLASTIC???!!

Recently, NASA reports,by d next 10 MONTHS, EARTH gets hotter by 4'C from now. Himalayan glaciers r melting at a rapid rate. Lend ur hands to fight global warming -Plant more trees.-Dont waste water.-Dont use or burn plastic.

You know, we will be suffering even if it increases by 1'C now!!!

The HOTTER the weather is, the more ELECTRICITY are consumed and generated due to WE on our AirCon to release the heat and for cooling down;

The MORE electricity are consumed/generated, MORE HEAT are produced;

the MORE Heat that are produced, the BIGGER the Impact it is to our Earth;

the BIGGER the Impact it is, the HOTTER the weather it is because the Warmer it is now...

...and...

the HOTTER it is, MORE electricity are consumed and it goes on and goes on and goes on.......

...lastly...

Humans and other living things/animals/plants are the ones Suffering from Heat, lack of water and dying....

Perhaps, 2012 isnt the End of the World, but it is the Changing of the World, where climates are going crazy? there are more than 4 seasons in a year? there is less or more than 12 months in a year? there are more than 24hours a day?? living things are suffering deadly and fighting each other for food/water to sURVIVE??? we dont know!!!

This is just what's going on in Earth, what about the outer space and the inner part inside the Earth? will it still be burning to support us for living?? i dont know....

the Mayans Prediction: 

- The Long Count Calendar of the Ancient Mayans ends on Dec 21 2012

http://www.13moon.com/prophecy%20page.htm

http://survive2012.com/

"Believe it Or NOT??" It's your choice..... 

Who started this?? Us....

Who killed the Earth?? Us....

So, what are you gonna do???

The Earth's destiny is actually on our Hands, We are the Ones who's Destroying it, giving it an END......

=The End=